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DREAM on 2008-04-30 17:20:47 |
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dreams are a great place to unite with people you love, life is even better to bring the 2 together. great post hun :)
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A LOVERS TALE on 2008-04-29 22:41:45 |
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this is really sweet natureboy! a romantic are we? :p haha really sweet poem hun!
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(Untitled) on 2008-04-29 18:32:30 |
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i can see myself in this post. sort of. before life happend for me, really happened. i had this outlook that everything was negative. but now i look at life and i choose to see the good. i acknowledge the bad in it, but i choose to be positive. i am taking counselling, one of the main points people always make is you are not going to help many people. they do not want to be helped. i never wanted help at some point in my life, but then it changed, and i realised i did want help. being a realist is wonderful, but having that passion and drive in life is even more powerful. when we look at God and know that we are living this life for Him, through Him. Love isn't cheesy, it is what God lets us feel daily, it is that light that keeps us going, and children is us bringing that light back into the world. what we do with that light is up to us.
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There will be no more Tiffanie posts on 2008-04-29 10:48:59 |
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we will always be here for you tony, as you have been there for many of us. your right, she doesn't deserve your time, or your posts anymore. You deserve your time, and your own life. I will always keep reading tony and watch your life grow more and more each day. :) yay for tony!
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IM IN A BAND on 2008-04-29 10:36:08 |
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hey so if your singing and playing the guitar who's gunna play the drums? :P hehe
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Barefoot in the Forest on 2008-04-28 18:14:18 |
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to have no shame, or feel judged in anyway would be a beautiful thing. to feel that for ourselves would be even better. this is a great post DS! :)
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Wanting To Be A Star- On Purpose on 2008-04-28 18:10:05 |
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your words are beautiful, i'm at a time in my life where i am beginning to define who i am, and trying to become closer with God. This put everything in my heart into words. Thank you for this :)
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-28 17:00:04 |
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My head is spinning fromt his marie. this is brilliant! i was completley sucked into this story as if i was in the story watching it while it was all happening. i could feel the emotions both were feeling because of your words. Well done missmarie! :)
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THE BEACH BOY on 2008-04-28 16:44:33 |
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laying on a beach with the sand between your toes, or even walking with the water touching your feet. perfect. love it!
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Telegram. on 2008-04-28 16:38:50 |
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oh one more thing, thank you!!!! :) hehe
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Telegram. on 2008-04-28 16:33:32 |
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stickman i'm way speechless. this is by far the nicest thing anyone's ever done. your such a great friend! now i will go smiling ear to ear and think of this story :p hehe biiiiiiig hugs for you stickman!
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Early afternoon rant on 2008-04-27 13:46:06 |
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tony this is a really great poem. i love what you said in your little paragraph about finding someone who will be there with you through it all. yay tony. now lets go find him a new woman! hehe :p jk tony. great post!
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LETS MOVE!!!! on 2008-04-27 13:10:42 |
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you should put beats to these see what comes up lol reminds me of one of those dance mixes.
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A funny thing happend on the way to the forums on 2008-04-27 02:19:11 |
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You get five stars just for starting to feel happy again :) hehe
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THE STARS on 2008-04-27 02:06:40 |
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wouldn't it be really cool to be in space and see the world up from a distance, and have stars all around you? your posts always make for really great thoughts nature. :)
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Erica on 2008-04-26 14:28:49 |
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awww thanks for this hun.. thats really sweet. :) i'm here always.
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"Touch my tongue Dont know what tastes good to me" on 2008-04-26 00:49:11 |
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I can relate to you big time.. i've out grown a lot of my friends. they are still around, but it's not really the same.. all they wanted to do was go and party, have fun, and boy did they have their fun. dont get me wrong, everyone should go out and have a good time. but there is a time when you need that connection with someone, where you can just sit back and talk about anything and everything. it took me a while to realise i like fun, but i also like someone who can hold a converstaion. I would say you've grown, it's definatley maturity. and i get what you mean with your best friend. you dont really need to say much they just know. i had a best friend like that growing up, within the last couple of years its changed for different reasons, but i completley understand where you are coming from. To sit and not say anything at all with someone and they just know.. is way powerful. Great post hun. glad to see you writing again. :)
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Where do I go from Here? on 2008-04-25 23:00:11 |
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I agree with luci.. my mom and dad say things about each other all of the time.but i have learned to tell them both to shut it and its not my problem or fight. It's between them what they say about each other. you should not no matter how old you are have to go through that, so next time your father says something, just say listen i love you, but if you want to say it to my mother talk to her about it. and leave it at that. just think positive about what you want in love and where you are going rather than fixate on the negative. so you dont have your license, okay goal one, get your license. in order to get where you want to go, you need to take babysteps first. :) good luck!
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Changes.. on 2008-04-25 18:17:34 |
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I have a friend who i have known most of my life, we are 5 years apart. she is like a little sister to me. i love her. She has gone down a path in her life that i couldn't deal with anymore. i was there for her when she needed me, and did what i could. but in the end everything was up to her. we started talking again this year, we aren't as close as we once were, and i know we never will be. but she is happy now, and more at peace in a way. she is still troubled greatly, but its something that no matter how many what if's i ask, it just wont go away.
He is very lucky to have you in his life. Even though he may have changed in looks, and its hard sometimes to see someone who changes that way in looks because its almost like it hurts us, its not them. but it is them now.. if that makes sense. all we can do is be there for them now, and try to build them up and be their shoulder now. and maybe one day they will become that person we wish for them to be, all we can do is smile for them, love them, and hug them :) you are the perfect soul for that and for him.
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ROCK 'N ROLL on 2008-04-25 17:02:55 |
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this makes me wanna get up and dance, but it also reminds me of driving in the car with the windows down in the summer time, blaring the music. :) good times hehe
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Baby Advice Please on 2008-04-25 17:00:38 |
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my friends baby used to get fevers, there is a medicine you can get at your pharmacy, just ask your local pharmasist, and you put it on your finger and rub it on her gums. it will numb the pain and help with the fever, also popsicles whatever is in popsicles will break the fever, and also help by soothing her mouth with the cold. hope that helps :)
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Flash Backs on 2008-04-25 03:01:35 |
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i have had different flashbacks to different things in my life, and it can be crippling. but only if we let it be. i know its incredibly hard, but sometimes we just need to bring ourselves out of it and realise it happend, now its time to move on. as hard as it can be sometimes. its okay to miss her and to feel that pain. but she wouldn't want you to live your life suffering. Chin up hun, it'll get better. :)
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Knowledge is the key to unlock your sexual being on 2008-04-25 02:45:25 |
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this is a great post. i agree with you one hundred percent. people should be more responcible and have the knowledge about their bodies, and sex. but i also think we as adults need to step up and make sure the youth of today have that knowledge and understanding, because if we do not, then we are the ones are ignourant. great post!
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Am I That Easy To Forget ? on 2008-04-25 02:04:38 |
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okay if this is about your son, from my experience. its not your fault, and trust me your not forgotten.. your probably on his mind all of the time. He loves you, but is just hurt because of the outcome of what happend. Don't give up templar, you are a wonderful person, he just needs time, and reassurance that you love him. Keep trying, and let him know he is the one who is not forgotten. He will come around one day. It just takes time. my prayers and thoughts are with you. and if you need a friend as tony said, i'm here as well.
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she called, I died anew on 2008-04-25 00:57:35 |
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wow tony.. i know how this feels.. and i'm so sorry you have to go through this. i know this doesn't make it any better, but i'm so happy that your trying to move on with your life, and that you see what you truly deserve. :)
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Is Romantic Love Really So Rare? on 2008-04-24 23:39:21 |
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first i have to say i'm really happy for you. it's great to see a couple so in love. another thing, i took a class, marriage counselling. and it was really great, i learned a lot. there are 3 phases in love, passion, intimacy, and comittment. all three is believed to be whole love. there are different forms of love. and from what i learned is that people who think that because those butterflies left, that they aren't in love anymore. when its not true. its just a deeper connection, more intimate, like a best friend. but people think the love is gone and break up. i dont believe love is so rare, i believe its people who arne't willing to commit to that love fully. sorry if i am rambling. i really love this post, i'm happy that you have that love and congratulations on the baby! :)
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I CAN SEE........ on 2008-04-24 22:43:59 |
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ah takes me back to laying on the beach when i was just a little girl looking at the clouds and everything passing me by. it was great! :) great post hun!
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I Vow & No More on 2008-04-24 22:40:14 |
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This is great! :) I'm so happy to see you taking life into your own hands. We control our own lives, and we need to live our lives the way WE want to, not how others want us to. For you to figure this out is truly wonderful. and i wish you all of the best and happiness in the world. I hope you continue each day to find more and more ofyourself to love. because you are brillian, amazing, and beautiful. never give up. :)
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Why I smile and Laugh for No Apparent Reason on 2008-04-24 22:36:14 |
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I agree with luci! people need to smile more, never stop :) your day will come where you will find those people to party with, to long for you. It will come. Take care!
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Suicide on 2008-04-24 17:59:51 |
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okay i'm not trying to sound mean and criticize you.. but honestly, you have no idea what you are talking about. its not feeding the fire.. how else are you supposed to help someone? no its not better to kill yourself. i mean honestly, i know a mother who's son killed himself last year, he was only 15 years old. 15! now, in that state of mind, when you are suffering from depression to that extent, you need help. and if people are going to offer it great. but its your type of people who are so insensitve, and who only put people down to make themselves feel better. honestly, grow up. and another thing, get a concious, and a clue.
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Lets talk about sex on 2008-04-24 16:36:48 |
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wait until you find that person who you can find commitment in, passion with and intimacy. Those three combined will not only give you a great relationship, but also having that passion with somone else will make it so much better. When someone says wait until the right guy comes along, wait. It will be worth it.
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The Mistress has her say, on 2008-04-24 16:30:53 |
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i do not know you guys, and i am not here to judge. I am here to say that i hope for all of you, both husband's and wive's, I hope for all of you that you find the happiness and peace you are all looking for. My father cheated on my mom, sure it wasnt exactly the greatest thing to do, everyone know's this. but who am i to judge him? there are all sorts of marital problems, and both he and my mother never tried to work on them. with that being said, obviously there are many sides to this story. Again i am here only to offer my hope that everything works out for the best for everyone involved. :)
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My pee stinks...... on 2008-04-23 23:34:34 |
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i must say, never read your blogs before, and this is the first one.. :P nothing better than a great topic on pee :P lol by the way Erica was here.
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*~New Job~* on 2008-04-23 22:55:55 |
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aww thats great hun! i think you should go for it! what ever happens, atleast its a new friend right? glad to see you back and that things are looking up :)
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Getting to Know Me on 2008-04-23 14:29:16 |
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very well said indeed! i couldn't agree more with this post. :)
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it still hurts to breathe on 2008-04-23 14:07:14 |
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i understand how hard it can be. and getting another job is great, keeping yourself busy will help. all you can do is continue to take one day and one step at a time. the hurt wont go away for a little bit and we all know this, but we are here anyway. take care tony! :)
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Living In the Desert in CA on 2008-04-22 22:12:09 |
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thats great! i'm happy for you, everyone should have some self discovery trip like this :) can't wait to see more of your journey
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Bring Me to Death NOW on 2008-04-22 22:04:31 |
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I was where you were a few years ago. Sometimes i struggle to see what is so special or good about me. but then i realise all of the good qualities i have, and i focus on that. Who cares if i don't fit into what everyone wants me to be, i figure we have one life to live. OURS. so if we don't live our own life the way we want to , and just learn to be happy with ourselves then whats the point? You shouldn't give up, never give up. If people mistreated you, that is their fault and loss. It's time to keep your head up, and show them all up. Finish with your schooling, work, be happy with who you are, and then everything will eventually come to place. There is nothing wrong with you. one more thing, people may point their finger at you, but there are always 3 pointing back at them. take care! and smile love! your beautiful!
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Men on 2008-04-22 20:24:43 |
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love it! hehe
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Decleration of Independance on 2008-04-22 13:22:46 |
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Tony i am sooo proud of you! this is great! I know you are going to do great things with your life :)
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how I feel about how I feel on 2008-04-21 22:23:33 |
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It sucks when we have to learn through hurting. but i'm glad that you are learning and growing more and more each day. whether you and tiff are to be together or apart, you are a wonderful man with and without her. You deserve the world, and someones full heart and commitment. I know you will find that. :)
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Watch Me on 2008-04-21 22:19:22 |
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Its funny how kids will do that.. how they are so curious and learning everything and we see it through them, and sometimes learn from them as well. I think everyone deserves attention. But it is something to hear someone say that would rather see someone else get it. that is true love and true passion for someone. :) great post
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I have tried to make love to you 365 times on 2008-04-21 22:15:23 |
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lol oh my... :P haha
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-21 21:27:05 |
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this left me speechless.. :P Dreaming about that much passion, and intensity.. wow is right!
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Eternity. on 2008-04-21 18:24:44 |
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i am speechless... amazing..beautiful.. wow..
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Knowledge. on 2008-04-21 18:21:35 |
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beautiful stickman :)
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Abduction on 2008-04-20 13:10:42 |
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Holy stickman this is by far the coolest story and idea i think i've seen! it would be cool and yes kind of mean in a way if others seen the sophie blogs first and really thought it was real. :p hehe i hope a lot of people look at this story and see how great of an idea it was and how great of a writer you are! Even if this isnt entered into the contest, i think you have already won by what you did and how creative you were. :) great story stickman!
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Humour on 2008-04-20 09:33:49 |
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lol this was great! i took a break from studying and seen this.. hehe great post!
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stupid B$%&! on 2008-04-19 22:23:39 |
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tony you deserve to go have fun, and have one heck of a crazy night! forget someone who wont be there for the good AND the bad.. if she cant be with all of tony, and love you for who you are than she isn't worth it. you can do better tony. we all love you. :)
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Don't Give Up on 2008-04-19 13:22:20 |
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missmarie what would we all do without you? you are such a wonderful person. :) this is another great post, and a great song by the way. take care tonyray and missmarie.
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The Ultimate Honor on 2008-04-19 12:41:40 |
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This is wonderful, and a very happy occasion indeed. :) one might not think that they are as good a person as they are, but i can tell you from my whole being that you are a wonderful person, and friend. He is lucky to have you in his life, and your godson is lucky to have you.
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a letter to Tiffanie on 2008-04-19 10:15:39 |
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I agree 100% with missmarie. :) if you need me you call me. there is so much for you to live for, as much hurt as you are going through right now. but not atleast there are 2 people who you can call out for help. and im sure many many more. You have such a great life and light that shines through you onto your words. you are a wonderful person tony. Everyone has their troubles, and demons to face. As friends we all face them together. we are always here for you. :)
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I miss you on 2008-04-18 17:07:59 |
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this is a beautiful post! and really great song! :)
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*~Making A Comeback~* on 2008-04-17 20:58:14 |
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It's really great to see you back again. :)
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help please!! on 2008-04-17 19:18:32 |
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sorry i just check out to see if it worked by copying and pasting it and it didnt. but check out www.scholar.google.ca that might give you more info on stuff. sorry about the site. hope you find what you are looking for :)
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help please!! on 2008-04-17 19:17:04 |
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here is a site that might help you, its an ebook online.
http://books.google.ca/books?hl=en&lr=&id=BJpUbx8uzI4C&oi=fnd&pg=PR7&dq=genocide+in+rwanda&ots=rGZrDeqI1l&sig=jJi75t-pftDzuDpokHZ98B0fsfQ#PPP1,M1
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Memories on 2008-04-17 12:25:27 |
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this is really heartbreaking and really good hun. thing is we all have memories, some good and some bad. what we do with that is up to us, hopefully we use those bad memories to make us stronger. :)
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"Oh He Don't Know So He Chases Them Away" on 2008-04-16 19:20:55 |
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smiles i love the responses you get from everyone lol its great! and again really great post hun! :)
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To All the Young Bloggers Out There on 2008-04-16 13:50:33 |
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this is really great advice. and something i guess i never really thought of. the only question i have is even though we want someone to be happy, shouldnt we also have that right to be loved in return? maybe not by that person, but eventually when we find that person we love again and they say they love us, isn't it something that should be held in return? You never loved your wife, and i'm so sorry that you are in the place you are at right now. even though those feelings aren't there, don't you have the same right to be loved as much as you give love?
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"Oh He Don't Know So He Chases Them Away" on 2008-04-14 19:57:55 |
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smiles i love this post. i totally agree with number 4 the most.. its how i try to live my life. when you get to that point of trying to please others and your thinking wait i'm missing out on so much because i'm doing what they want me to do but you dont get to " dance with reckless abandon". then comes regret. more people should read this post for sure! :)
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I'm Still Alive!! on 2008-04-13 16:46:21 |
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thats great! i'm so glad everything is working out for you. :) glad to see you back and all is well!
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"Do What You Want But You're Never Gonna Break Me" on 2008-04-11 23:40:55 |
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wow that sounds like you had a really great night hun! and a guy to be that intense and have that kind of connection doesnt happen very often.lucky lucky haha i'm glad you had a great night!
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I, The Wall on 2008-04-11 19:27:56 |
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this is great! keep em coming :p
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OH NO! SHE'S............ on 2008-04-09 22:59:44 |
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ouch! is all i have to say :p lol
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Somedays on 2008-04-09 21:27:24 |
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i agree with smile, both to feeling like that some days, and the other to loving your blogs. :)
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Love, or Loss? --Thinking/Rant-- on 2008-04-09 13:29:24 |
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exactly what eeerm said.. now that you realise you can fix it. it's going to take time obviously, and its something that won't be easy. but if you are in for making that commitment to the relationship than it will work out. By you realising what you were doing, thats really the first step to change. but change is really hard to do, especially when we have been living a certain way for so long. Find out what she wants, and maybe spend a little bit of time apart so you can work on you for a little while, and she can get her life back. Then when you feel you are ready, step back in and start fresh. (only one suggestion of course) I really hope for the best for you two. take care!
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Mind Monsters on 2008-04-08 22:14:52 |
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wow... so dark.. i love it. :P great as usual hun!
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Look Out, I'm Coming Out on 2008-04-07 14:40:36 |
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Thats great!! i wish i could have the same outlook as you and stop caring about what other people think, and whats perfect and not perfect. thats so awesome what you are doing! :)
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Ramblings on 2008-04-06 23:22:45 |
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aww thats great about the car and puppy! and i understand about working with kids like that. sometimes it can wear on your nerves. but i'm sure everything will sort itself out. :) miss seeing you here!
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"Come On and Knock it where it's Rocking Non-stop" on 2008-04-06 23:17:49 |
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i seen the departed, it actually was a pretty decent movie. lol i'm not really a leo fan but pretty good movie. for your trust issues, i am the same way. you'll know eventually though who you can talk to. i dont tell my friends everything, and i still dont have that 100% trust in them. and for your prank.. love it.. lol i'm sure the looks on their faces as no one showed up was priceless. lol
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fed up on 2008-04-06 23:06:39 |
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you know its never really worth it if your treading on eggshells.. i was like that with my ex.. and all it gave me was a broken heart by the end of it. i wish i had the strength to say i'm ending it. but i let him continue to treat me poorly. i hope you can get that strength and move onto a much better future for yourself. you are far better than you realise. your a beautiful, intelligent woman who deserves to be happy and to lead a life you want to. you can do it. i know you can.
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Friends Know Friends on 2008-04-06 22:58:42 |
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i'm so glad you were able to open up to someone. its hard to do that sometimes. and i understand about talking to people here, and friends you've known for years.. it really isn't the same. it helps, but nothing can beat talking to a great friend face to face without judgement.
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Sel and the Mountain on 2008-04-06 22:12:41 |
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this is beautiful hun. :)
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Life on 2008-04-05 19:15:20 |
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Marie this is beautiful. the last bit get over heartache and find something else to love.. you really know how to choke a person up! :P hehe..your a wonderful person, and a wonderful writer. I am glad i read this. Something i needed. thank you for this post. :)
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Love Ain't Easy on 2008-04-05 14:32:11 |
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Love is the hardest form of emotion of all.. what is right, what is wrong, what should we feel or do? It is also a choice. I am glad that you have that connection with someone. even if it is not physical.. it doesnt really have to be. and atleast you can say you have felt that connection, no matter how brief a moment it might be. I'm glad you have found that happiness. I hope it continues for you. You deserve it.
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Dream. (2 April 2008) on 2008-04-04 10:21:07 |
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this is very cool marie!! i love your dream! as for the interpretation part. i wish i could help you out lol. you would need someone who can interpret dreams. not those silly books but someone who knows what every little thing means. that would be very cool to find out! can't wait to read the next part of your dream. :)
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"I've Never Dared To Let My Feelings Free" on 2008-04-03 22:13:59 |
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i've actually got another song for you. wish you were here by pink floyd. great song! :)
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Views on God on 2008-04-02 23:59:56 |
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when a child does something wrong. what do parents do? they punish them. put them on time out, or spank them. even though to a lot of people this is very old, or maybe people wont agree. but where it started with adam and eve, and satan was born sin.. So from my point of view, it's like God punishing his children for breaking his one rule. yes, there is suffereing, yes there is hate, anger, and pain.. but through God there is love, faith and hope. And him dieing for our sins. I believe that one day all of this will go away. but right now its our time out period. i believe one day the world will be good, and there will be no more suffering. now i don't know a lot or read much in the bible.. but that i do believe.
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A Fool on 2008-04-02 23:34:10 |
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wow alleen... this is really good!! so sad though :( i hope everything is okay!
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"I've Never Dared To Let My Feelings Free" on 2008-04-02 23:29:17 |
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by the way so sorry for the two posts.. lol
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"I've Never Dared To Let My Feelings Free" on 2008-04-02 23:28:32 |
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well i have to say i'm so glad i'm not the only person who finds songs to fit each mood.. lol. i'm sorry you were having a blah day. try hey jude by the beatles, or even the newer version by joe anderson he sang it in across the universe. hope that song fits somehow, if not atleast its another good song to listen to :P
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"I've Never Dared To Let My Feelings Free" on 2008-04-02 23:28:31 |
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well i have to say i'm so glad i'm not the only person who finds songs to fit each mood.. lol. i'm sorry you were having a blah day. try hey jude by the beatles, or even the newer version by joe anderson he sang it in across the universe. hope that song fits somehow, if not atleast its another good song to listen to :P
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You girls on 2008-04-02 23:19:24 |
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this is really beautiful tony.. and i will keep her in my prayers.
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chatter on 2008-04-02 23:17:33 |
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it has changed.. but maybe if we keep posting, and checking out maries more people will come back. dont give up on thoughts just yet. we will surely miss you.
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The Hourglass on 2008-04-02 20:49:42 |
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this is incredible...your poems keep getting better and better. loved it! :)
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