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Miracles on 2008-03-31 18:15:28 |
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This is a really great post! i had forgotten about miracles for a while. I guess we could all use that reminder. Thank you for that. :)
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Her on 2008-03-28 23:46:24 |
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i'm happy for you that you get to feel love and have that connection.. but at the same time i'm sad for you because of that wall between you two.. i hope you find your happiness and one day can have that same love in return. :)
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Suicide Note. on 2008-03-27 20:23:25 |
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really good hun! is it bad to relate? :P
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Love Yourself if You Want to Find Love on 2008-03-26 13:21:49 |
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if we don't bring who we are into the relationship, our individuality than we lose ourselves within the relationship. and as the relationship progresses and we grow, we realise and regret what we've done. that i believe is one of societies biggest mistake. when people choose to marry they marry complete strangers and don't come to realise it until after the marriage and by that time it is too late. self esteem definatly plays its part, i know for me i have low self esteem issues, but when i'm around my friends and family i hide it quite well. not saying its always a good thing. but i also realise i will not enter into a relationship until i know i am healthy and fully grasp all of who i am. this is a really great post, i'm glad you wrote about it because more people need to see and understand who they are before settling down.
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From my ex boyfriend on 2008-03-25 18:23:52 |
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i agree with eeerm.. hes not worth wasting your tears over. you can find a better person in your life. :)
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*~In Response To Such Support~* on 2008-03-24 14:34:04 |
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i'm happy you joined! your a really sweet person. :) and a very lovely friend :P hehe mwwwah!
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The Joys of Feeding a Baby on 2008-03-23 12:16:06 |
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aww.. thats really sweet.. i love babies.. how innocent, sweet, and pure they are. 4 of my friends all have new borns and its amazing to me to play with them. i love watching how curious they are when they are discovering something new each time. its wonderful and a wonderful feeling making them smile. great post, this made my day today thinking of nothing but the greatness of babies! :)
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Love Earth, love isolation. on 2008-03-23 00:48:09 |
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really great loved this post!
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found a lump on 2008-03-23 00:38:07 |
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i'm sorry you have to go through this. i hope everything turns out okay. take care hun!
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*~I Followed Your Advice~* on 2008-03-22 00:49:22 |
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aw hun i'm sorry you had to go through that.. atleast you know now though and you wont always have to wonder about it.. and scarlet is right, she wasn't ment for you. you will find the right person. prep or not. your an awesome person and you deserve a lot better!
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*~Watch The Sun Die~* on 2008-03-22 00:45:14 |
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aww this is really nice hun!!
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Give Me My Computer or Give Me Death! on 2008-03-22 00:35:55 |
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i have had that happen to my old computer all of the time. this time i ended up having to get a new one the other one just didn't want to get better. glad to see you back online!
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"Now I Suffer For Your Hungry Eye" on 2008-03-22 00:19:57 |
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i'm really sorry to hear about all of this.. its definatley something thats really hard to talk about or even go through. i hope your friend is okay. and i hope someday he slips up again ( not that i want it to hurt someone else) but that the next person decides to do something about it. he deserves to be punished for sure.
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good night on 2008-03-20 23:41:51 |
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i did enjoy..it reminds me of that feeling of spring finally being here.. really great posts all of them tony!
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Erin this is for you 2 on 2008-03-20 23:40:09 |
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wow tony this is really great.. :) glad to see you back here and glad to be reading more of your poems again!
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"The Guy That Says G'bye to you is Outta his Mind" on 2008-03-20 19:29:45 |
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i totally get writing on paper. i write a lot of my poems on paper or just random venting. it makes me feel a lot better. i dont burn them, usually i keep them or when i'm done with them i throw them away. and the whole bubble gum thing thats funny i haven't thought about that lol i am addicted to bubble gum, love blowing bubbles, never in my mind did i ever think blowing bubbles was sexy haha great post!
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They Hung Him on a Cross on 2008-03-20 19:19:36 |
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i remember watching the passion of the christ when it first came out, and talking about it with my grandparents. at the time a lot of people were angry because it showed so much brutality. we as christians sometimes forget that we need to be reminded of those things because he did die for our sins. I do not have a lot of experience in christianity yet but what i do know is I am thankful for everything He has given me and my family. He is the one that i turn to for everything, He is the one who gets me through the day. Really great post! and i loved the videos. :) take care! Happy Easter!
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Was the Governor's wife a jealousy woman? on 2008-03-16 22:31:18 |
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definatley self esteem plays to why we are jealous. i know i used to be a jealous person because i had low self esteem. on another note i find to make ourselves feel better we look into others relationships or others lives to see what faults we can find in them to make ourselves feel better, when we should be looking into our own back yards to realise whats really going on. another great post! take care!
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A Master Card and Sex Wedding on 2008-03-16 22:26:24 |
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wow, i know i would want to do the exact same thing in that situation, thats crazy. real or not. this was a great post! :) take care!
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For my Girlfriends ex...(A Letter) on 2008-03-16 22:23:08 |
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sorry you had to take this letter out. sometimes we just need a place to vent and say stuff we don't mean, but i hope that writing it was enough to help you out. take care!
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*~Hippo~* on 2008-03-15 00:01:50 |
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aww this is soo cute and sad.. i still have some of my stuffed pals from when i was little.. only i can't seem to give them up :P hehe very cute and awesome as always hun!!
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Bend. on 2008-03-14 21:57:00 |
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this is really intense.. how powerful some people feel love is.. to keep them undercontrol yet its love..even though it's one of your daker pieces, it's still amazing and well written stickman. :)
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I got two new babies!! on 2008-03-12 00:23:47 |
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thats great!! a new car, and a new puppy.. what else could you ask for? :P lol
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Say What? on 2008-03-12 00:13:23 |
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this is very true!!! lol happens to me too.. my brother always picks on me when i voice my opinion about something he'll automaticlly bring up the whole PMS thing.. grrrrr...
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*~Thank You~* on 2008-03-12 00:03:57 |
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thats really great news hun, i'm really glad everythings okay!! :)
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Inside Pt.3 on 2008-03-12 00:02:45 |
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ohhh this is very cool and very scary!!!! eeek! hehe this is awesome i love it!
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Love Me or I Die on 2008-03-11 23:29:21 |
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i could not agree more! it is blackmail and it isn't love. staying in a marriage for the sake of being afraid of what she might do if you leave isn't right. what life are you living for you? everyone deserves a chance at life,and love. yes everyone makes choices and is responcible for one's actions, but like chebtastic said we are allowed to change our minds. you deserve happiness and to be loved. I hope that someday you realise that too.
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Trouble with a Crush on 2008-03-10 12:30:22 |
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well start hanging out with him more, kind of get a feel for what he's thinking about you, ask your friends opinions cuz sometimes friends come in handy with this stuff :P but you could always do the obvoius, make plans to hang out just the 2 of you. see what happens from there. its best to find out by being a little more bold, than not doing anything and always wondering. once you 2 are alone you'll definatly know if he likes you or not. and don't do something like go to a movie, do something out doors, like an activity you can do together. it makes things more interesting that way. ;) good luck with whatever you decide to do, i hope you guys both somehow figure things out! :)
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A convo revealing a lot on 2008-03-09 15:37:00 |
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oh, and one more thing about the making out comment.. what do you think comes after making out with teens now a day? because i'm sure that they dont just stop with a simple kiss. and i agree we need to be role models and thats what i'm trying to do with angel. i understand you are too, but how is making out proving to be a role model for her? i get its role playing but like i said before, what may seem innocent to you may seem like something else to her.
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A convo revealing a lot on 2008-03-09 15:26:48 |
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i see where you are comming from, and this is only part of what we talked about, a lot of this was edited. and as far as calling her a drama queen it was joking around. as far as me lightening up i don't need to. i understand having fun and yeah role playing can be. but when its a 15 year old girl and an older man "making out" in scenes how is that healthy for her? in the discussion angel and i were talking about last night it brings about that no its not healthy. so you are the one who has no idea what you are talking about. as far as laying insults down i do apologize i was trying to joke around making her feel better about the situation. again this was edited. it wasn't ment for anyone to be insulted and for me to lighten up. thats great you and your wife have an open relationship, im happy for you. but when you dont know a situation going on with a 15 year old girl, you should really be asking yourself, what are you doing? i'm all about freedom to express, but in a healthy way. i wasn't trying to start anything with anyone, this was a converstaion between angel and i, that she chose to make a blog out of. and if you got offended im sorry. but it doesnt make me feel any differently. if you want to talk to her i have no objection over that. but you should realise that what your doing to you might be all innocent, but to her could be completly different. so yeah, i might actually know what i'm talking about here.
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The Hidden Part of a Woman on 2008-03-09 00:55:23 |
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i really like this post! and i think its true.. but i think i can be true for men also.. depends on how bad anyone has been hurt really.. with me i know its taken some people in my life years for me to fully open myself up to them. really depends on the person. i love those lyrics to the song.
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A Song For VailBabyM on 2008-03-08 13:01:24 |
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you have a wonderful way with words. this is really amazing hun.
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To The Beauty in the Bar on 2008-03-08 12:55:24 |
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that's a really great story, i'm glad you will always have that memory with you.
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*~My Day Is Getting Worse~* on 2008-03-06 21:13:08 |
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i agree with syra, and try to talk to some family, maybe they might know of places where she could be, if you know of places where she likes to hang out go to those places ask around, i hope she's okay and she comes home soon. i'll be thinking of both of you. *hugs*
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DEAR MOMMY DEAREST on 2008-03-06 19:47:51 |
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all i can say is i'm sorry for what you've gone through with your mom, i relate to you except with me its my dad. i hope everything will someday work out between the two of you and that you can both finally move on from past pain and become the mother and daughter you wish to be and have. :) take care!
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Fade to black......... on 2008-03-05 23:37:33 |
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i'm sorry you two are going through this right now, especially with her being pregnant. but you are strong enough, and so is she. you two love eachother and thats what will pull you through this, and the love of your child. i will be praying for you two.
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Lies or Heartbreak? on 2008-03-05 23:33:00 |
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the truth is always the best way to handle things, she handled things like i wish i could sometimes. straight and to the point. sometimes you have to be selfish by telling the truth if it hurts someone, but lieing to someone just stays with that person forever, telling the truth is something they will get over if its hard to hear. good post as always! :)
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"My Heart Is Staind With Love" on 2008-03-05 23:24:07 |
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it's always good to write and let emotions pour out. plus we get to see all of your creativity :)
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*~Fish~* on 2008-03-05 23:19:27 |
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i love how you keep your blogs colorful :) and i love your poem.
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Dark Day on 2008-03-05 23:17:00 |
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you should try to get away from the person who is bringing you down. and remember you are human, you are beautiful, and your worth living. people like that poison us all. as far as other people being strong, you are strong.. maybe even stronger than you realise.. your still here, fighting to live, fighting to find a chance at life. your not giving up. a lot of people out there give up, and have succeeded in suicide, your still here. which makes you strong. don't doubt yourself, just know who you are, and know that you can get through this. take care and sending love your way. :)
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nights of frustration on 2008-03-05 23:09:04 |
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my mom goes through the same thing with my brother.. the thing is, you will be respected more for what your teaching your kids. right now it seems really hard, and like you want to crack, but when they get older they will see all you have done and tried to teach them, even if it was just picking up after themselves, helping around the place more, or just doing dishes. sure, sometimes its great having that fun parent, but whats better, a parent you can turn to, respect, or a parent who is fun, that they dont respect, i bet they would think if their dad told them to do chores they would take him as a big joke. dont worry alleen your kids love you. maybe take things away from them? that used to work sometimes for my brother, especially if it was something he couldn't live without :P lol sending my love and biiiig hugs your way!!
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Forest. on 2008-03-04 17:25:06 |
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this is beautiful stickman :)
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Parallel. on 2008-03-01 21:15:12 |
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i love this story stickman! it was great how the guy finally had his chance towards the end, its nice to see a lighter story for a change. :) great work as always!
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