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I want to hide and wish this all away. on 2008-01-31 17:48:59 |
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change is a very scary thing.. but you are worth it. your such an amazing person, funny, beautiful,intelligent and strong. i'm sure right now it doesn't feel that way, but you are. the best part about you is in your kids. and now changing for you and you only is the best thing, because they will see you and realise how truly amazing you really are. its okay to be scared, just take one step at a time and you will get there. i have faith in you, you will be in my thoughts and prayers! take care!!
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Sleep (II). on 2008-01-31 17:42:00 |
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this was really beautiful, my favorite part was when you were talking about being one..really beautiful. A+ :P
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Doing For The Joy of Doing on 2008-01-31 17:39:07 |
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she is lucky to have you in her life. wether its doing big gestures, or little ones. its the thought and to show people you care. your a good person and i'm sure she knows it. take care!
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-POEM- on 2008-01-29 20:49:19 |
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i'm sorry for what you are going through. break ups are never easy, maybe it was for the best.just remember there is always someone better out there waiting for you. take care!
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*~Pause of Death~* on 2008-01-29 13:41:23 |
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this is so true..really good!
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Family Drama on 2008-01-29 00:11:20 |
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i know exactly what you mean, with my mom i can't talk to her at all about different things, and the guy she is with is controlling and can be abusive at times. but all of her money goes on bills, and we have a house food clothes, but she gets upset over everything, she feels she needs her b/f to be there to depend on. sometimes what i do that makes her feel a little better is something small like straighten up the house, or make supper for her.. just so she can come home from work and just relax.. running away is always on our minds i'm sure.. but what would that do anyways. just keep your head up, everything will be okay. take care!
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Veil. on 2008-01-28 23:04:32 |
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this is really beautiful stickman. well done yet again! :)
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Decisions. on 2008-01-28 23:02:33 |
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no matter how many poems or stories of yours i read you always seem to draw me in. i'm glad to see you post something again :)
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My Perfect World/Night on 2008-01-28 22:39:28 |
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all of that really does sound perfect. i hope everyone gets a chance atleast once in their life time to experience the perfect night with someone. good post!
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Fed up with everything on 2008-01-27 22:25:14 |
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it sucks living in the past, i do it too. as far as how to move on, its hard. because in order to move on from the past you need to work through issues, and its a big ball of mess.. lol but i hope you get everything sorted out so you can do what you wanna do and have no regrets. you seem like a really cool person, but right now try to focus on what you want, and maybe that will help. take care!
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What am I doing? on 2008-01-26 13:54:11 |
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having friends online can sometimes be better than friends in person. doesnt make you a nerd. i find i have found better friends online then these so called friends i have out in the real world. i like your blogs by the way. you seem like a really cool person. take care!
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My Personal Stalker on 2008-01-23 21:43:33 |
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wow..i can't believe people actually go to that length..good story is right, but i'm sure the experience wasn't..take care!!
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*~Trees~* on 2008-01-22 20:25:00 |
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i like your blogs! you keep everything interesting and fun.can't wait to read more
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Lonely People on 2008-01-22 20:23:16 |
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i'm happy that you want to get out there, and aren't going to wait anymore. i'm happy for you. i hope everything works out and goes great for you. you deserve to find your happiness
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sorry about yesterday on 2008-01-16 22:49:17 |
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dont feel like you ever need to apologize, i'm happy that your doing a little better :)
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Hope. on 2008-01-16 22:32:02 |
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that is the most beautiful story i've ever read..you pull people in with your words..how you describe everything makes one feel as though they are there and going through it themselves.. you will be known by what you write, by your words alone you are truly making history with your beautiful poems,and stories. :)
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a dream on 2008-01-15 15:26:07 |
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I love it alleen! its really well written, and beautiful :)
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*~First Blog Ever~* on 2008-01-14 23:31:19 |
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welcome to thoughts! your going to love it here! :)
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Where did you go? on 2008-01-14 12:51:23 |
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i'm sorry that you go to this dark place sometimes.. my mom does the same thing at times..and she would laugh it off also..but she would tell me its okay and it just happens.. and she would be honest about it.. for me just knowing she was okay made it better for me. so just letting your daughter know whats going on sometimes is okay too :) she can be there for you when you need her to be, and then you wouldnt have to go to that place alone.. your always in my thoughts and prayers!!
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havin a moment on 2008-01-13 22:04:04 |
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i'm so sorry hun.. i dont know what your going through,and i can't even imagine..
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F**k me heels. on 2008-01-12 19:08:32 |
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wow reminds me of the 50's for some reason :P i hope you keep writing so we can all read more of this!
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Reconciliation. on 2008-01-11 13:01:14 |
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thats really beautiful stickman.. all of your words are truly beautiful. :)
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Should I stay or should I go on 2008-01-10 23:22:02 |
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i think you should do whats best for you. if you really love the job you are at then stick with it, and maybe staying with your b/f, soon to be husband wont be such a bad idea.. especially if it helps you out. parents are always concerned no matter what. but when your an adult they just need to learn to let you grow up and trust that everything will be okay. :) good luck with whatever you decide!
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Why is love so hard? on 2008-01-10 19:45:53 |
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all you can really do is talk to him. see where you two are really headed. my mom has been dating the same guy for almost 7 years and they are still not married, not even engaged. he has his privacy, she has her's.but if you want to know what he really wants, communication. its not overreacting, its just something you need to look at and talk to him about. it might only be something so small that because he shares everything else with you, he might just want this one thing for himself.. hope this helps or makes sence even!
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Heart. on 2008-01-10 19:39:34 |
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this is so sad,and so beautiful!
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Grandpa G on 2008-01-09 19:16:43 |
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i'm so sorry that happend to you. but as long as you know your a wonderful person thats all the matters. i hope that through writing this it helped meahl the wound even a little bit. :)
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When I Grow Up.... on 2008-01-09 00:16:25 |
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no you aren't dead yet. and if there is something in this life you want to do dont let anything stop you. you only live this life once. so you might as well be happy atleast some of the time right? lots of people have certain responicibilities and i understand that. but you need to do something thats going to make you happy. never settle in life. always go for it! :)
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lost and alone on 2008-01-07 15:00:22 |
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alleen you are such a wonderful person, and i have the same problem.. but with me what helps me through it is finding one thing that i love to do. one thing that will make me want to get out of bed everyday. and sometimes.. when the sun is out. just take a book or anything really and sit outside in the sun for 30 minutes every chance you get and it helps. i know it sounds weird but trust me it helps. and anytime you want to talk if you feel like no one is listening to you i'm here. talk to me whenever you are feeling down and i will always try to help as best as i can. your not alone. :) you are loved. never forget that.
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Babies on 2008-01-07 14:52:42 |
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well all you can do is be honest. which you were, atleast he knows how you feel. and i wouldnt feel guily about letting him know. if you two are at 2 different places in your lives right now then waiting might not be such a bad idea.. and who knows what the future might bring for the both of you. never feel weird for being honest and letting someone know how you feel.
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im so confused. on 2008-01-06 19:35:21 |
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exactly what marie said, and time take time for yourself. never rush into anything even if there might be feelings there between you 2. it will only make it harder on you and the relationship wont end up working out. you need to get over your first b/f before you can find another one. dont worry hun, another guy will come along and sweep you off your feet before you know it.
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Darkness. on 2008-01-04 22:42:16 |
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that was truly beautiful!! you have an amazing gift with words. :)
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hiya on 2008-01-04 10:59:20 |
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i'm sorry to hear about having crohnes! my cousin has it as well, he has had to have the colostomy bag for a few years, but now they are able to do some sort of operation for him where they basically turn the bowel inside out. big operation. so i know what your going through. take care and everything will be okay its a brand new year right? :)
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making myself sick on 2008-01-04 01:20:17 |
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wow the more blogs i read the more i realise there are more people out there who feel the exact same way i do. and i know your not looking for feedback, and i know ive only started talking to you and from just starting to talk to you, you seem like such a wonderful person. i believe everyone has a certain place somewhere in this world, and i believe one of those places is here for you. it probably feels like no one cares, and i know i tell myself that all of the time.. but its not true. sometimes we just need to shake ourselves and realise its okay to feel this way, but in the end it wont beat us. your truly an amazing person,who lots of people love!!!
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Out of the Darkness on 2008-01-04 01:12:59 |
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i'm really glad you decided to write about that! and i'm one of those people who come in and out of that place. i have no idea why, i talk to people but sometimets it just doesnt help, and i dont want medication. but maybe like you i will keep busy. i'm glad everything worked out for you. thank you for writing this
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Cautionary Tales of Adoption on 2008-01-04 01:02:50 |
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i know that when adopting there are some things especially in girls that come across more severe in behaviour than in boys. not every child is like that. but once a child is taken away from that birth mother and loses the connection it also creats problems, no matter how great the family is that adopted in some situations there will always be problems because it can play a huge factor in why the kid is behaving like they are. again not in all cases, but in a lot. now with that said, my brother was adopted, it was an in family adoption, and i can notice a huge difference he's my brother, but we dont have that connection. just my own thoughts.
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crushes on 2008-01-03 12:44:31 |
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crushes can be fun, and heartbreaking! but wait until you find the guy who your going to fall in love with out there! keep your head up hun, your a great person and awesome to talk to!
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marie's little experiment..say HI, please on 2008-01-02 15:50:55 |
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hi missmarie!
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