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| I hate you...I love you !! |
It is true.. there is such a fine line between love and hate. I hate that I love you, and I love that i hate you. I just wish there was more hate then love. That is what i need to get me through... Hate... not love. Love is the reason I feel the way I feel. Love is supposed to be magical, beautiful, something that one would never want to live without. I found that love once...with you... and I would do anything to give it back. I fell hard and I fell fast. You said everything you needed to say to get me to fall. You convinced me time and time again to "trust you". Where did that get me?? All I am left with is a broken heart. That is what i get for trusting?? Well, that will never happen again. You made a fool of me. You sat there watched me fight with my family FOR YOU... and even then you were to much of a coward to stand up and say how you truly felt. I almost changed my whole life for you. I lost everything I had because of you. You took my money, hope, trust, soul, and heart and treated them as if they were nothing more then a piece of trash on the road. How dare you... You dont know what you had... Everyone tells me that is your loss... I know this..BUT... I still love you, miss you, need you everyday. I pray to God every morning that I wake up you will be just a memory to me. Not the memory that is killing me. " The things that used to make me laugh, now make me cry" I HATE YOU.... I LOVE YOU!!
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Posted by envimii on 2008-10-14 14:20:58 | Rating: | Views: 82
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