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 Hurt no more
Tonight please bid me your last goodbye
For I can’t stand still here no more
I’m cold now, so cold and alone I want to go home
I know you’ll never come back, never again
See my heart shattered into pieces, hear me cry in pain

I’m tired, weak from all the hurt you put me through
Your spoken love for me keeps echoing
Echoing, making me insane
Insane, yes, for so many unspoken reasons
Reasons, your reasons you vaguely uttered

Why believing leads one to bleeding?
And loving so much means leaving the other in the end?
Why trusting ends up to deceiving?
Everything is like whirlwind in my head
I’m going round and round in circles I
Actually don’t understand

We now live under separate skies
You’re starting to live your life
I’m struggling to hold on to mine
With silent tears, I let go of you
Let go of everything that’s holding me back to move on

My dreams forever will be kept
For it is only with you I felt everything
My tears would never fall again
For it is only with you I could pour myself out
So now I hide myself - I don’t want to get hurt again

Thank you for loving and hurting me
I could never hate you
For my love could see deeper beyond
You thought the limits of my understanding
Go now, just go and never look back
For all you can see is still the same one
Who made you her everything...
Follow the road you’ve been longing to conquer
And when you get there please….
….never look back again...
For if you do
All you'll find is a river of tears and dark clouds of despair.
    Posted by envimii on 2008-10-14 14:36:49 | Rating: | Views: 69
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WOW! I read all of your blogs backward, just so I could experiance this as you wrote it... If I read the above correctly, you have let him go... GOOD FOR YOU! Remember it is just the start of a beautiful begining... I will listen if you need an ear so keep talking/typing... I am listening...

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Posted by  Evetspordlaw  on 2008-10-16 10:53:54 
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