It is my first time to write a blog on the Internet. My friend says that it is a good way to pour out my feelings, so I come here to have a try.

I am an introvert and feel uncomfortable talking about myself in front of people. I am not social, so I only have a few friends at school and often feel lonely.

My dad was killed in a car accident when I was 13. I loved him so much that I felt like a part of me died when he was gone. I miss him every single day. Now I live with my mom and her boyfriend. To be honest, I don't like him. However, I know my mom is so in love with him. Sometimes I wish I could just disappear so that I don't have to see them together.