Thoughts.com Blogs - Sunday -erotica

On sunday me & josh went to an erotic art show in St Albans, was quite good. Only thing is its all tits lol. Looking at the paintings & photography gave me a few ideas, which is obvs good.

I am alson kinda tempted to do a body cast, its different & maybe that will help bring my confidence up a bit. You never know really what will, worth a try & looks fun to do. I did feel a bit uncomfortable as i was like the only 'young' girl - 18 year old, every other woman was in her 30s+. The blokes made me feel a bit weird too, but did get chattin to this one nice guy called roy, he had some interesting ideas.

So possibly going back again :]. On purestorm as well i got an email from a model interested in doing a shoot, so hopefully that will do somewhere, got one idea i am very keen on doing :].

Argh i fuckin hate work, was like a fricking babysitter today for their 2 kids/grankids. The 9 year old is such a pain, on Sat when she was there she kept hittin me but they do fuck all about it, they just tell her no & nothing more. Can't wait to get another job, its really needed for me to get out of there. I feel like stabbing one of them. Wish i had a bit more guts/ confidence to say things to them that i dont deserve, not swearing but a witty remark or something to show that they are pathetic.

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