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Love totally sucks, great when its on your side shit when its not. Me and James are going through yet ANOTHER rough patch, but tbh i dont know why we are. We always seem to be arguing and i hate it. I love him to bits but little things are starting to take it toll, what makes it worse is that i no im being stupid but i just dont know how to get over it.
Another thing is he used to tell me all the time he was romantic and sweet, but i only see that when i complain that he's not like that, or that i ask him to actually do something sweet. I try all the time, from the little things i say to making an effort with what i wear. He didnt notice i lost 3 inches around my waist and even said that it didnt look any different what so ever, i just wanted a little bit of a confidence boost. In over 2 years ive only been called sexy once, and beautiful about 10 (if im lucky), i no you shouldnt say it 24/7 but its nice - especially as he knows i have lowself esteem. I try really hard to help him with the things he doesnt like, for example putting on weight, i encouraged him & complimented him etc.
Am i being stupid and just lettin petty things get in the way? Or is it really too much and we've run our course.
I just dont think i can let go right now, i still love him. Im just so confused what to do 
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Posted by emma_bonnie on 2008-02-05 05:25:35 | Rating: n/a | Views: 35
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