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Everything in life is so frustrating, school work , love life etc.
Was pissed off from work - as explained yesterday. 8 hours with nothing to do, its stupid & now i feel i will be doing the same. Ffrom say 11:30 - so its only just gone 12:30 & im bored as hell. I wish they would help me out, train me a bit or something. I try & take initative - but they just shoot me down.

School wasn't so bad - till we found out we have to hand our books in next week. i still have about 35 pics to write about, let alone start on printing up my final images & puttin them together. its all gone so fast. Miles has said to a few people he reckons they are going to get a merit so i best bloody get a distinction. Me & my friend do feel as though we have done more work then the others, we're not lying its true. I will be totally gutted if i do not get a distinction.
And i am also gutted becuase i would love to be a photographer - but you need experience & its still fricking hard to find somehwere that wants as assistant. It would be so much easier if i could drive & had a car - i am going to start to learn real soon as i have just got my provisional.

I felt all positive yesterday - appart from a few things (mainly from work - but thats everyday) but i just felt like the world wanted to drag me down & make me feel like total shit. Managed to send the cv over, thank god! I really wanted that job, would have been a great opportunity.

Going out tomorrow with my mates & thier bfs & mine. Then sat going to see Sweeny Todd :].
Hmmm valentines day next week, only reason im interested in it is for the sake of my bf. I just think its a stupid way to get money off everyone, you shouldnt have a specific date to show your love to someone, you should show it all year round - yes i no i dont all the time but thats not the point.

Well i've rambled on enough, cant think of anything more interesting to say right now.
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