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| It's monday again.... I'm still sleepy
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SO.... this weekend sucked and blew. lol... it just was not that great. I had to go spend time with people so I wasn't able to waste away the weekend by just lying in bed all day and doing absolutely nothing. I did manage to stay pretty lit the entire weekend though, so that makes up for everything... (except of course for yesterday when I had to do a party for my mom... ugh!!!!)** I also saw my only best friend, Jess, and her new baby dominick yesterday. Her other kid (age 2), marissa, is such a cutie but is definitley a handfull. So, it was nice, I made an appearance, and now I don't have to do that again for at least another 2-3 weeks.
Today, is monday. I am back again at work. boy, this internship has really taught me a lot. Before I did this everyday I always thought people with full time jobs were just lazy. Because, like Im in school, but i always felt that the way my day gets broken up because I have classes at sporatic times, it made it difficult to do anything really productive. As a result, I viewed having a set schedule (9-5) as the best way to have more free time. Plus, you are not using your free time to study or anything. I just thought people who worked all the time would waste their free time by not pursuing ideas and aspirations. (I assume most of us waste our nights and weekends in front of the television). But, now I realize how tired you are. It is very true that you loose energy as you get older and yet, you work harder. It feels impossible to do something else in my spare time. All I want to do is turn off, zone out, and not think about stuff. It makes me sad though, because now I am starting to think about my life differently. I was under this assumption that I could start my own business or something in my spare time, while I worked for a good job. I am not too sure about that now.... I mean its possible, but is it really? Now, I think that I want to have a job and stuff for maybe 5 years and then, hopefully, by then I will start having some babies with a man that can finally tie me down and when that happens, I would just stop working for a few years, raise my babies till school age, and start my own business. If I do it right, ideally I would never go back to work. I was also thinking that I could start my own small daycare service if that were the case and run it in my home. Maybe even get my friend jess to help, since she has got the associates degree in early childhood education. But that all depends on wherever the hell life takes me and where I actually end up.
Anyway, thats just me daydreaming again. I still need to be single, graduate, buy a home, find myself, find a man, and get married. Wait... still went on too long... I just need to get through today!!! How bout that.
**Side note. My mom owns a children's entertainment business and owns lots of costumes and has employees and they go to little kids birthday parties and entertains them by various methods. Like twisting balloons, facepainting, etc. and she has costumes like elmo, batman, etc. Occasionally I somehow get sucked into doing these things for her and I had to dress like a clown this past weekend.
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Posted by emilysbs on 2008-07-21 10:08:55 | Rating: | Views: 41
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