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| In my Deam world, I am a white gangsta girl. (18+) |
I'm listening to my quicklist on playlist and on that song "Ice cream paint job". Though it reminds me of the black guys I dated and the racy clothes I used to wear after I was over my punk rocker phase. Ohhhhh sometimes I miss those times. I noticed a lot how most black guys I knew took love slow. Took their time with every touch. Made the whole world slow down to a sensually erotic romance underneath dim lighting. It was a nice feeling. <3
But of course I'm with matt. His kind of loving is slow but its also a curious,adventurous kind of thing. With every stroke he looks at my face and holds me close to make sure that whatever he's doing is leaving me in the throws of extascy. We experiment with so many different things. Just to feel what feels good for both of us. He gets pleasure from my pleasure, but I also like to try and help things along in my own little ways.But those are only tricks I can do :P haha.
We've discovered a few new things that are a new "kink" for us. We, of course, are very pleased with each other. Just how we connect on a physical isn't enough. We always try to do sweet things for each other. And it still surprises me how much we still can't get enough of each other. Every kiss is small, and even every short "goodbye" kiss always lingers. I love the way he touches me. It just drives me crazy when he runs his hands up my thighs and looks deep in my eyes, knowing my breath is going to get caught and I'll squeeze his arm.
Ha, I guess I'm still dizzy over last night. lol. I'm so weird.. >.o. haha. Its just so odd how we just click, you know. Some people would say it may not last, and yes, i do have some doubts and so does he, depending on future situations. But the way we are with each other, even strangers around us think we're parents and have been together for years when the reality is that we've only been together for about almost 5 months I think now. He'll suffer and sit through "Golden Girls" and cooking shows with me while I am always being patient while he plays his games. I'll do his laundry and clean his room (Because clothes on the floor and stuff unorganized is an eyesore for me. lol) I relax when he wants to relax and sit through weird movies (like Zombieland) that I actually end up liking. lol.
Just little things end up just pulling us closer. Its kinda nice thinking about it.haha.
What else can i say? I actualy finally got a job now. I'm going to be working at this place called "Kitchen Collection" so obviously I'll be around a lot of kitchenware. I even updated my myspace and facebook saying "I see a spatula and reinactions of Braveheart in the near future" :P.
The store manager is really neat. We talked for actual HOURS. Seems we're both chatterboxes.lol. But, its the same place my mom's friend ,Patricia, works at. Me and her get along really well. I <3 it! So it looks like I'll be able to make my insurance payments!!^_^ WHEEEE!!! Yeah I'm pretty excited. I gotta call my grandparents this weekend. Both sets. Whoo. >_< Yeaaaah hopefully things with me and my grandparents will work out okay. Hoping hoping hoping. ^_^
Well my music is finally distracting me enough to where I can't totally type well. Ha.. there goes that attention span. Listening to "Paparazzi" by Lady Gaga. Its actually a pretty nice song if you don't try to associate her as a techno version of Gwen Stefani which she TOTALLY looks like. lol.
I'm gonna try and see if Matt's mom needs any help again, maybe make some oatmeal or something. And if she doesn't, I'll go ahead and get into reading some online mangas for a while. (Is actually getting back into anime! WHOO!)
I hope everyone has a great weekend! latah!! ^_^hehe
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