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Things start to be looking up again, turns out Ant was a complete ass... Why do i move from liking one person to another??

Started a English course yesterday, i'm learning about creative writing! yayy 4 me, i got asked out today lol.. By Dan, bless him.. I said i don't know, cos there's this cute lesbian chick i've been flirting like hell with!! i wanna see how that goes =P hehe

Although i know i'll get rejected... I sent her an email, telling her about Dan.. This is her reply..

""Ema, seriously! I like you too, I wish we were closer! And in all truth Celeste, while I still love her (I think) it's not her I love, it's what she was! I'm not too good for you! I'm anything but! I'm isane and lawed and beyond all hope! And you're not rambling, you're telling me your truth! And I don't think I could ever hate you!
Love, Alara!""

So erm.. what does that mean then?? Do i have a shot or what?.. cos i am not utterly confused!! Is this a i'm rejecting you go out with Dan email?? or a Don't be with Dan i like you email?? Seriously i am blagged!! Ooh she's emailed back.. it reads..

"whatever you want to do!" - In response to what do i do then? i'm confused..

Like that helps at all?!? lol, throw me a friggin bone here lady!!

o.k this blog is completely pointless, it is as pointless as my nipples :| lolol

so erm.. i emailed her back saying well what would you want me to do??

Should i have done that? Or asked more, or said more, im shaking lol. I like this chick alot!! Why do i like everyone?? Every blog i've written so far has had a different person in. Lmao!! slut. =|

hopefully this be the last one with anyone new in it =D and it'll be just me and Alara!! =O =O

i'll paste the convo....

alara:
Hallo xD
me:
hey =)
alara:
how are you?
me:
dunno lol
me:
u?
alara:
Um I'm ok :D
me:
cool :)
alara:
you've kind of knocked me for six slightly but hey xD
me:
sorry :|
alara:
(right use of that phrase?)
me:
yeah lol
alara:
finaly I got it right!
alara:
So Ema
alara:
what is it you wish to do about this?
alara:
(no matter what I'll remain your friend, always!)
alara:
(unless you trully piss me off!)
alara:
(then I shall cast you out!)
me:
why will i piss you off?
alara:
*shrugs*
me:
and i don't know what i want to do about this, i am confused like buggery
alara:
Well me to xD
alara:
people don't usuall like me xD
me:
lol why the hell not?
alara:
or they do but they're guys xD
me:
lol aww /
alara:
Have you seen me?
alara:
hardly the best thing on offer!
me:
lol ur perfect
alara:
*laughs*
me:
im serious
alara:
that I am most definatly not Ema!
alara:
so am I
alara:
And can I say, insanily flattered to have such a wonderfull person as yourself show any interest in me what so ever :D
me:
lol :P