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i feel it deep inside

i feel it deep inside

2007-06-22

i feel it deep inside

the over-whelming sense

that I have let Him down again.

i’m struggling

with this knowledge

with these thoughts

a blade in hand

soft flesh ready for the sting

the blood means nothing

as it drips down my arm.

ink blots of dead passion

spreading across the paper.

i can weep no more tears…

i’m truly alone now

none of this matters

as the shame lingers.

Posted by elvenbeads on 2009-07-11 08:53:56 | Rating:

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The Lord Jesus can and will forgive again, and again, and again. All we need do is confess, repent (once again), and keep following Him. When you stumble, don't stay down, don't get up and go back, just get up and pursue Christ wholeheartedly.

Posted by theophilus on 2009-07-11 23:02:11

I don't believe in your god. in fact I HATE and DESPISE your god and have since I was 7 years old. So don't come to me and my postings with your holier than though bullshit because its neither wanted nor appreciated.

Posted by elvenbeads on 2009-07-12 04:00:30

There is numerous blogs for the lovely christians to spout their word.....Post it there and if any want to read it, they will find it there...Leave people alone and stop preaching to people you think need to be saved....To each his own...

Posted by perfectly_imperfect on 2009-07-12 22:24:07