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on being poly
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this is not a blog about what it means to be poly... i have other blogs that can explain that. this is about the confusion i feel and how i wish i knew if the ldr will ever be more than that. me living in the south, the other two up north and me... lonely while they have each other. ......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-01 09:52:04 |
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poly
triad
sex
casual
lonliness
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why i feel lonely
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(dedicated to my best friend, my Anam Cara... my lover... my Master)
yes there is something missing inside of me. but as i told you when we spoke that i understand how you live your life and how busy you are and what you are up against and i hate myself for feeling this way.........Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-03 08:23:29 |
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love
lonliness
kiss
friendship
anam cara
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Satyr Dreams
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Last night I also had dreams of you.... in fact it was a dream where it was so REAL that I could smell the flowers, the wet earth, feel the ground beneath us, feel you on top of me. The dream started like any other dream sequence... I was wearing my Greenman cloak and I was dancing around a......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-07 10:57:42 |
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erotica
fantasy
Pagan
dreams
love
friendship
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Moonlight and Candlight (18+)
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Moonlight floods the otherwise darkened room... in the light reflected by the moon I see that you are waiting for me, as naked as I want you to be.
I join you in the moonlight from the room's large picture window and slip my arms around your nudity, wrapping my arms around you just under......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-07 11:29:35 |
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Comments: 3 | Tags:
lesbian
erotica
vibrators
moonlight
candles
love
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The Joy of Giving (18+)
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The Joy of Giving Oral Sex
(2007-06-21 This is when it was first written and posted to my blog site at shoutpost.com)
I have been kicking over this idea, lately, that as human beings we really love giving to other people. Some people like to give money in a......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-07 11:40:28 |
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Education
Sex
Oral sex
Love
friendship
Rimming
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i feel it deep inside
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i feel it deep inside
2007-06-22
i feel it deep inside
the over-whelming sense
that I have let Him down again.
i’m struggling
with this knowledge
with these thoughts
a blade in hand
soft flesh ready for the sting
the blood means nothing......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-11 08:53:56 |
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Comments: 5 | Tags:
sadness
depression
love
siv
blades
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He was Alone (18+)
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. He was alone at work.... this much I knew.... and as I prepared for his surprise... I smiled... as I rounded the corner I saw him.... he was dressed but my eyes scanned his body and I was pleased as to what I saw. I snuck into the room and hid for a few minutes until i knew he would be alone......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-11 09:14:33 |
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erotica
dreams
oral sex
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Romance at Knight (18+)
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As I stepped into the shower... I thought about our previous conversations on the bbs... about how, you made me laugh whenever I was feeling down... and it dawned on me... how much there is still left for us to know about each other. Even though you are so nice, cute, warm-hearted, caring, and......Read More
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Posted on: 2009-07-11 09:49:06 |
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orgasm
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