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my son has read my blogs and i don't think i can write what i feel anymore, i've been trying to be ok for my kids and i've been trying to hide all this from them. they know i miss their dad, but i don't think they know how much i just want to quit living and i have to protect them from that. there is just nothing to look forward to except being alone for the rest of my life and its just so hard. how do people do this? i must be the weakest person alive. |
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Posted by elaine2008 on 2008-04-02 12:59:00 | Rating: | Views: 59
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you are neither weak nor have you hurt your kids in any way. your kids know things you don't, and have since it all happened. i just had my computer do a count and i have counseled over 5200 kids. their almost universal complaint in these situations is, "what the heck took them so long to figure this out?" ask wayne or somebody how to make your blog private and keep talking. your heart needs the release. do not think yourself weak because your heart is broken. it WILL get better, i promise.
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Posted by AllThingsBuck
on 2008-04-02 13:26:28
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you're not weak. you are grieving, which is normal.
i watched my mom go through the most horrible period of her life after my dad died. it wasn't pleasant, but i understood that she had to grieve, not worry about being "strong" for my sake. my point: your kids will understand.
i'm sorry for what you are going through.
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Posted by sean_barr
on 2008-04-02 13:31:39
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i agree with sean...they will understand what you are going through...I have seen my mom go through the hardest time when she lost her mother, and I get that. You are not weak, Elaine...
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Posted by angelwings
on 2008-04-04 03:22:12
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