bruce,  your missing so much.  your little girl, your baby isn't a little girl anymore.  that thing that happens to all girls that you didn't want to know about has happened and your not here.  your big girl  is in love for the first time and your not here.  your son is graduating and your not here.  i am so angry with you i could scream.  you were supposed to be here, you always  said i could count on you but you lied.  i know it doesn't make sense for me to be angry, you didn't die on purpose.  i am tired of crying, so i'm going to mad for awhile.