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am i the only person who has completely quit sleeping?  my doctor has doubled my sleeping pills, now i take 6 instead of 3 and it's still not working.  i know i'm depressed and i'm not thinking clearly but this has got to end i've lost my husband, my 16 yr. old daughter is dating a 21 yr. old who can't even drive, my son may not graduate since he flunked his first semester of  english ( his dad was dying) and my 11 yr. old  won't leave my side.  if god only gives us what we can handle he must think i'm extremely strong, but i'm not at least not anymore.  i have so much to do and i can't make myself do anything, i don't want to leave the house or speak to anyone but i'm on here writing like there's someone who will actually read this.  i am completely nuts.
    Posted by elaine2008 on 2008-02-27 04:51:23 | Rating: | Views: 68
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You not completely nuts. I read it. I'm sorry you ar e in a bad place right now. I wish you all the luck in the world.
I'm here if you need to talk :)
xxxx
Posted by  eeerm  on 2008-02-27 06:56:02 
  
I found sleeping pills didn't work for me sometimes either. My guess is that you probably just have too much going on in your head to sleep. I wish you the best and if I can do anything to help let me know.
Posted by  hairytoad2005  on 2008-02-27 07:04:21 
  
I wihs I could say something to make you feel better. I am sorry for your loss.
Posted by  mrsdragonseal  on 2008-02-27 07:27:33 
  
thank you all for the comments, being able to say what i'm really feeling has helped more than i thought it would.
Posted by  elaine2008  on 2008-03-01 04:21:36 
  
Elaine - your body is probably full of andrenalin caused by stress - try to do some exercise and drinks lots of water - I was very stressed when my husband walked out for another woman, and I couldn't sleep or eat .. I had to force myself for my children's sake.... You are strong you can do it ... you just have to believe.
Sorry for your loss.
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2008-03-04 05:32:16 
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