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  		<atom:updated>2008-10-12 11:10:38</atom:updated>
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   	 		<atom:name>eeerm</atom:name>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[The Pain Has Won]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>162541</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-10-12 11:52:38</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/The-Pain-Has-Won-162541/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[This failing bliss,
Will rise no more,
He's wronged again, ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ This failing bliss,<br />
Will rise no more,<br />
He's wronged again,<br />
This time he's caught,<br />
He cannot deny,<br />
He's broken her trust,<br />
Now she lives in tatters,<br />
With no-one to love,<br />
She still loves him,<br />
But it's obvious,<br />
He doesn't reciprocate,<br />
How can she continue,<br />
In her broken state,<br />
Her world has crashed,<br />
And they are left alone,<br />
The kids will hurt,<br />
As will her soul,<br />
But the damage is done,<br />
Pain has won.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
You know I am here for you Jean, even though it may sound strange given our roles in each other's lives. I will be your tower, and your iron beams. Just ask. words aren't neccessary, your eyes are enough to tell. I love you as I do your daughter. I will not leave nor fail as he has done.<br />
I know it might be abit early to be calling this one but I just wanted to throw it out there. Either way Jean, I'm here. I always will be.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
This poem was not intended for any member of thoughts but i have read it back again and there is one other who may identify with this poem. She knows who she is and I'm sure she will IM me so as not to make it public over again. I love you too (insert name here :P). You know i will support you also :) ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Evils Unknown]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>161785</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-10-10 11:52:12</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Evils-Unknown-161785/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[There he stands,
With his back against the wall,
He feels  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <p>There he stands,<br />
With his back against the wall,<br />
He feels the blood on his hands,<br />
From telling&nbsp;persistant lies,<br />
<br />
He can't rasie his head,<br />
To look her in the face,<br />
Pushed out to the edge,<br />
For trying not to lie,<br />
<br />
And he'll never be the same again,<br />
<br />
She's calling his name,<br />
But he refuses to hear,<br />
He could kill himdelf for all the pain,<br />
And suffering he's caused,<br />
<br />
Solemnly he leaves,<br />
For better places roaming,<br />
He won't, he can't, he'll never,<br />
Forgive himself,<br />
<br />
(SOLO!!!!!!!!)<br />
<br />
And he'll never be the same again,<br />
<br />
(Outro - Solo/Riff hybrid)</p> ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Save Me]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>160906</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-10-08 16:27:54</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Save-Me-160906/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Walk away,

From every thing i know,

Just to spite you, ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Walk away,<br />
<br />
From every thing i know,<br />
<br />
Just to spite you,<br />
<br />
And everytime i cry,<br />
<br />
Tears of blood for your pain,<br />
<br />
Just to spite me,<br />
<br />
It eats me up, tears me up, <br />
<br />
Inside,<br />
<br />
There's nothing that you can do,<br />
<br />
Or say,<br />
<br />
To help me,<br />
<br />
Heal me,<br />
<br />
Keep me,<br />
<br />
From stealing,<br />
<br />
<br />
Save Me.<br />
<br /> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[A Needle Through My Heart]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>158056</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-10-01 18:09:30</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/A-Needle-Through-My-Heart-158056/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I find myself,
Saying goodbye again,
To you,
And I don't  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ I find myself,<br />
Saying goodbye again,<br />
To you,<br />
And I don't know why,<br />
<br />
No rhyme or reason,<br />
To my guided actions,<br />
Like a sheep,<br />
To the blinded sheapard,<br />
<br />
Who am&nbsp;I to push&nbsp;me away,<br />
When all&nbsp;I want,<br />
Is for you to stay.<br />
Forever,<br />
<br />
And now,<br />
I'm alone once more,<br />
In a crowd of distant feelings,<br />
Thoughts so soft,<br />
They pain to touch,<br />
And a needle through my heart. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Who You Think I am]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>156601</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-28 11:49:30</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Who-You-Think-I-am-156601/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[So here I am again,
No-one beside me,

Nobody wants me in ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ So here I am again,<br />
No-one beside me,<br />
<br />
Nobody wants me in their life,<br />
Except the dead and lost,<br />
I've forgotten how to be myself,<br />
Through being too individual,<br />
<br />
You won't understand,<br />
Or comprhend,<br />
How I'm feeling what you don't,<br />
So don't attempt to waste your time,<br />
<br />
I'll be gone,<br />
From all that you know,<br />
For years to come, <br />
You'll thank me for my sacrifice,<br />
For saving your soul,<br />
<br />
I'm not the man you think&nbsp;I am.<br /> ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Hate to Love]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>156603</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-28 11:43:27</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Hate-to-Love-156603/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Memories are worthless,
If you can't process the present,
 ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ Memories are worthless,<br />
If you can't process the present,<br />
If your living, <br />
Nothing worth keeping stored,<br />
Then why try to recall anything atall,<br />
<br />
<br />
Steal me away,<br />
Unto the void of truth,<br />
Let me bare my soul,<br />
To those who do not care,<br />
Let me be judged,<br />
On character of spirit,<br />
Then we will see,<br />
The presence of God,<br />
<br />
<br />
I&nbsp;don't Love to Hate,<br />
Rather,<br />
Hate to Love ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Lest He Crime]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>156307</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-27 14:42:33</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Lest-He-Crime-156307/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Stunned,
By the light of day,
He collapses to the sky.
Wo ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Stunned,<br />
By the light of day,<br />
He collapses to the sky.<br />
Won't you help me Lord he cries in vain,<br />
Anguish consuming his soul.<br />
Ruin all around him,<br />
Guilt destroying from within,<br />
He's lost control of all.<br />
Take me quickly he begs silently to Him now,<br />
Make it swift my father.<br />
I have forsaken myself and the ones i love do with me at your will.<br />
Desperation defaces his once strong mind until obsession rules his mental plain, yet God will not relieve him.<br />
Suffer he must for eternity long lest he crime again. ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[I]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>156023</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-26 19:01:48</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/I-156023/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I just want to cry.
Coz im no use,
over the distance,
i j ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ I just want to cry.
Coz im no use,
over the distance,
i just want you happy. ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Lonely road to the Pearly Gates]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>151607</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-16 05:50:40</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Lonely-road-to-the-Pearly-Gates-151607/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[This is something we had to write a paragraph at a time and  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: larger;"><b><i>This is something we had to write a paragraph at a time and we didnt know the subject of the next paragraph until we had finished the one we were writing. <br />
Hey!!! <br />
I wrote it!!! <br />
</i></b></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);"><b><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS;">EasytoSay (Kellie) posted it <br />
and decorated it for me,<br />
she's impressed!! <br />
<br type="_moz" />
</span></span></b></span></div>
<div style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 255);"><span style="font-family: Comic Sans MS;"><span style="font-size: small;"><b>- <img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/wink_smile.gif" /> -</b></span></span></span></div>
<br />
<br />
<br />
The path is dark. There are no lights but the little oil lamp hanging o<span style="font-size: larger;">utside number 32. The old church yard shrubbery has over grown its high wall and spills onto the walkway. The broken path is old, torn, battered. It looks as though no-one has repaired it in a century. Between the cobbles there is no mortar or cement, only grime and muck. Slimy moss is forming on the surface of the stones which makes it hard to keep your footing. The old sign post, where the bus used to stop, is no longer readable and the beautiful sycamores preceding the sign have rotted.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/thumbs_up.gif" /></div>
<br />
I felt the shame of this once proud street every time I walked along it. On this particular day though, the decay of the path was not the only thing that saddened me. About halfway down the long stretch of sorrow, just before the pot holes began, was an old man. This struck me as odd because it was 1 o&rsquo;clock in the morning. This is my favourite time of the day (or night) for walking down that path. The old man wasn&rsquo;t walking, or moving. In fact, he was lying still on the ground. I approached him with caution and curiosity, finding I was wrong. It wasn&rsquo;t an old man, but an old woman. She was face down in the weed infested mud and contorted in a manner such that I had to look away. Once I had composed myself, I took a longer more detailed look at her mangled body. She was breathing!<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/angel_smile.gif" /></div>
<br />
I had to ring an ambulance! I whipped my phone out of my pocket. &lsquo;Not Now!!! Not Now!!!&rsquo; I panicked to myself as I noticed the phone was dead. I tried restarting a number of times before getting so angry and frustrated that I threw it at a wall. I knew there was a police station quarter of a mile away, so I started running. I was sprinting at full pace, I had no care for my lungs or the exhaustion in my legs. I was running for her life. My eyes blurred as the harsh wind in my face caused them to water. Tears were streaming backwards into my ears as I pushed my stamina to the very limit. It wasn&rsquo;t long before I reached the station. Not stopping to think about anything logically, like the time, I pelted up the stairs and straight for the entrance.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
It was locked.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
I ran back to the path where I had found the old lady. This time I was actually crying. I couldn&rsquo;t help her and now she would die. I had to go back and perform what little first aid I knew. I just had to. On my way back I tripped. Frowning, I looked to the ground. Nothing. &lsquo;Of course!!&rsquo; I thought, &lsquo;My phone!!&rsquo; I kicked it with all my might and it went skidding into the bushes. I rushed over to the decrepit state of a woman. Just as I was about to reach down and touch her, with shaking hands, I heard my ring tone. I jumped up and dashed my head from side to side trying to pin point the location. I knew it was in the bushes so I darted over to them and listened again. It was clearer now. Thank God it hadn&rsquo;t delved deep into the realms of thorns. I hastily grabbed my handset and dismissed the incoming call. &lsquo;HOW ON EARTH&hellip;!&rsquo; rattled through my mind over and over. I was so relieved it was on that it took me a second to remember why I needed it. In one big hit, the night flooded back to me. I dialled 999.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/wink_smile.gif" /></div>
<br />
Once I had relayed the story to the operator, she promised an ambulance AND a police unit &lsquo;right away&rsquo;. I rushed to the bend where my favourite path began and waited anxiously for the services. I heard them before I could see them and it startled me when they zoomed round the corner. I stumbled back in awe at their blinding speed before starting after them. They broke hard and four uniform police appeared, seemingly, out of nowhere. They told me the paramedics were seeing to the &lsquo;casualty&rsquo; and that I was to tell them the full story of my experience.<br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/heart.gif" /></div>
<br />
After I had finished telling them the events of the night, they offered to give me a ride home. I accepted with a big sigh and climbed into the squad car. We set off and before long, I was asleep. I was awoken abruptly by my head smashing against the front passenger seat head rest. We had crashed. After the shock had worn off, I mustered the strength to climb out. I was battered and bruised in every which way but somehow I managed to haul myself on into the open air. I squinted at the bright light that assaulted my eyes. I wasn&rsquo;t ready for such immensity. I had just been in a car crash! Awhile passed and my eyes eventually adjusted to the overpowering light. I took one look and was stunned. The Pearly Gates??</span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"><img alt="" src="/fckeditor_20080123/editor/images/smiley/msn/kiss.gif" /></div>
<br />
<br type="_moz" /> ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[No Punctuation]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>150569</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-13 17:30:27</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/No-Punctuation-150569/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Im sorry for the things i do for the things i dnt know i do  ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ Im sorry for the things i do for the things i dnt know i do for all i say withnut another thought id like to show you how i cant live without you but i afraid of the emptiness of my own decietful thoughts id like to say thankyou fnr reaching into this hole and dragging me out your love has saved me taken me to new levels i cry everytime i hear your voice a silent weep inside because you are the reason i live its so hard to let go and get on that train knowing the pain itll cause the both of us the first time we spoke i took a leap and you caught me the fist time we spoke you took a risk and i kept you safe everyday im away i hate myself for those little things that tear at your smile crack your confidence they tell me thats what happens in a relationship it makes it healthy but if it hurts you how is that healthy i want to run with you to god knows where i really dnt care as long as i have your hand today was one of those days i let you down and this is to say sorry it wasnt your fault my mood is my own you could not cause such dispair please understand even the mighty may fall it was just my time i wish you could see all the stitches your love has put in my heart you have restored what i thought wasa lost cause and others reap your sowings too im there if you need me and you know it but sometimes i need to lean on you its not fair to dump my insecurities on you i understand this i will stroll on in usual form aslong as you stay with me lets not turn this into a sob story its not about me i know i ask too much and i confuse you with my ways sometimes so for all those things i do im sorry i love you ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Goodbye My Friend/Touched By An Angel]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>148356</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-08 16:44:42</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Goodbye-My-Friend%2FTouched-By-An-Angel-148356/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I don't really know how to write these typ of blogs. I never ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ I don't really know how to write these typ of blogs. I never write personal ones. Only ever poems and lyrics and stuff. But somethings getting me down and I don't really know what so I'm gunna just ramble on.<br />
<br />
First, Erica3. I want you to know you are one of the few on this site that has stolen a place in my heart. I know i reacted way over the top when you told me you were leaving. I guess i just don't want it so much that i tried to push you away in the hope that it wouldn't hurt as much. I feel guilty like it was me thatmade you quit Thoughts with my obsessive hate of &quot;The Curb&quot;. I feel like I was the one to make you feel unwelcome. I didnt want to do any of that. I just want you back. I don't want you to give me any recognition because i feel like ive failed you. like i don't deserve your friendship. Purely because i didnt like the way you conduct your relations with other members. I can't express how sorry I am for all i've said and all the things ive done to be horrible or even slightly spiteful to you. I love you.<br />
<br />
Second, Angelwings. I was on the train the other day listening to Folklore &amp; Superstition. I just downloaded and I LOVE IT!!!!! Anyway, I was thinking about the conversation we had the other day about long distance and coping and things (remember??). This song came on and i cried. I love you soo much. Please never lose contact. Keep your chin up and feel free to come knocking on my (virtual or non-virtual [I don't mind]) door. <br />
<br />
So this song is dedicated to you two Wonderful people. <br />
<div style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: x-small"><b><br />
<br />
Song: Peace Is Free<br />
Band: Black Stone Cherry <br />
Album: Folklore &amp; Superstition<br />
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[A Song For EasyToSay]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>145639</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-09-02 08:07:41</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/A-Song-For-EasyToSay-145639/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I Told You Before

Please come back,
I don't want&nbsp;yo ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <p><span style="font-size: small"><b><u>I Told You Before</u></b></span><br />
<br />
Please come back,<br />
I don't want&nbsp;you in my life, <br />
Anymore,<br />
But I need you,<br />
<br />
Why can't you see,<br />
That I hate you,<br />
And all you did,<br />
But do not forget our Love,<br />
<br />
And,<br />
There you go,<br />
Knocking on my door again,<br />
I thought I told you before,<br />
<br />
I don't know,<br />
How you can carry on,<br />
After all,<br />
That we had together,<br />
<br />
And,<br />
There you go,<br />
Knocking on my door again,<br />
I thought I told you before,<br />
There you come,<br />
Pretending you care again,<br />
I thought I told you before,<br />
<br />
(Melodic solo maybe I'll post it sometime :P)<br />
<br />
I thought I told you,<br />
Before,<br />
I won't say it again</p> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[A song for Pixierose/Erica3]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>144711</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-30 22:19:10</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/A-song-for-Pixierose%2FErica3-144711/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[
Troubles

I know your games,
I know them now, 
took me ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <br />
<u><strong>Troubles<br />
<br />
</strong></u>I know your games,<br />
I know them now, <br />
took me awhile, <br />
But I got there,<br />
<br />
And now who's the fool?<br />
Who's the laughing stock?<br />
Of all but themselves?<br />
<br />
Its you <br />
It always was, <br />
Now I see, <br />
that, <br />
You were worthless all along. <br />
<br />
I know how you play,<br />
I see it now, <br />
It took me awhile, <br />
But I got there,&nbsp;<br />
<br />
And now who's the fool?<br />
Who's the laughing stock?<br />
Of all but themselves?<br />
<br />
Its you <br />
It always was, <br />
Now I see, <br />
that, <br />
You were worthless all along. <br />
<br />
<br />
I thought you helped,<br />
<br />
You caused trouble,<br />
<br />
I Thought You Helped,<br />
<br />
You Caused Trouble<br />
<br />
I THOUGH YOU HELPED,<br />
<br />
YOU CAUSED TROUBLE<br />
<br />
<br />
And now who's the fool?<br />
Who's the laughing stock?<br />
Of all but themselves?<br />
<br />
It always was, <br />
It always was,<br />
You were worthless all along, <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
------------------------------------&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;&gt;PIXIE WAS HERE&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;&lt;--------------------------------------<br />
<br /> ]]>
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  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Stories and Distance]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>144581</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-30 14:35:02</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Stories-and-Distance-144581/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[From the very first day,
I think I knew,
About how I felt, ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ From the very first day,<br />
I think I knew,<br />
About how I felt,<br />
Knowing you,<br />
And now it's come,<br />
And now it's here,<br />
I realise I was right,<br />
I had nothing to fear,<br />
You are with me,<br />
Night and day,<br />
So I'm sitting here,<br />
Trying to say,<br />
Thank you S,<br />
For being there,<br />
Always and forever,<br />
Showing you care,<br />
I only wish, <br />
That you could see,<br />
How muchi love you,<br />
What you mean to me,<br />
=]<br />
<br />
I don't usually rhyme but this one just came out of me on the sly :P ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[A Tale Of Rock!]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>144561</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-30 13:33:45</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/A-Tale-Of-Rock%21-144561/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Found this on YouTube.

It's AWESOME!!!!!

&lt;object wi ...]]></atom:summary>
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    				<![CDATA[ <div style="text-align: center"><span style="font-size: medium"><b>Found this on YouTube.<br />
<br />
It's AWESOME!!!!!<br />
<br />
&lt;object width=&quot;425&quot; height=&quot;344&quot;&gt;&lt;param name=&quot;movie&quot; value=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/v/huNZDknadRc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&quot;&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name=&quot;allowFullScreen&quot; value=&quot;true&quot;&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/v/huNZDknadRc&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&quot; type=&quot;application/x-shockwave-flash&quot; allowfullscreen=&quot;true&quot; width=&quot;425&quot; height=&quot;344&quot;&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;</b></span></div> ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[I'm Not You]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>143774</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-28 16:12:51</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/I%27m-Not-You-143774/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[You drive me down,
Digging deeper,
Into my soul,
My heart ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ You drive me down,<br />
Digging deeper,<br />
Into my soul,<br />
My hearts already gone,<br />
Rotted,<br />
Rotted,<br />
ROTTEEED!!!!<br />
<br />
SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!!<br />
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!!!<br />
FUCK YOU ALL NOW!!!<br />
I DON'T WANT TO BE IT!!!<br />
<br />
Take your burdens,<br />
Off of me,<br />
Before I die,<br />
And start to ROT!!<br />
Rotting,<br />
Rotting,<br />
ROTTIIIING!!!!<br />
<br />
SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!!<br />
I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT!!!<br />
FUCK YOU ALL NOW!!!<br />
I DON'T WANT TO BE IT!!!<br />
<br />
I think you'll fiiind,<br />
I have my own miiind,<br />
I kno who I am,<br />
And I'm not YOU!<br />
I think you'll fiiind,<br />
I have my own miiind,<br />
I kno who I am,<br />
And I'm not YOU!<br />
<br />
(Really fast HEAVY metal solo that I'm no where near skilled enough to attempt. [See Dimebag Darrell, Herman Li, Synister Gates etc])<br />
<br />
I think you'll fiiind,<br />
I have my own miiind,<br />
I kno who I am,<br />
And I'm not YOU!<br />
<br />
ROTTING<br />
Rotting<br />
rotting<br />
<br />
rottiiiiiing..... ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA["I Hope You Choke And You Die"]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>142743</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-26 07:39:08</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/%22I-Hope-You-Choke-And-You-Die%22-142743/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Why am i a nice guy?
Why do i trust people so much?
Its fu ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ Why am i a nice guy?
Why do i trust people so much?
Its fucking wankers like that that make me skeptical.
Right now i just wanna dig a big hole and crawl into it.
I cnt wait for my 18th. 
Soon as i get my qualie done, im gunna get a job far away from here and take great joy in fucking off.
Today i remember why im an indoor person.
Why 99% of my friends are lil words on a screen.
God i hate people.
Specially chavs.
GRRR ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Dream]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>139913</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-08-19 06:00:22</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Dream-139913/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[Leave me now,
Please,
I want to be alone,
I need to gathe ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ Leave me now,<br />
Please,<br />
I want to be alone,<br />
I need to gather myself,<br />
Coz im losing grip,<br />
On reality,<br />
I don't know who i am,<br />
Anymore,<br />
I can only remember,<br />
Long gone times,<br />
Long past people,<br />
I can only dream,<br />
That I may return,<br />
To that magical place,<br />
So leave me now,<br />
Lest I forget my dream,<br />
Just give me time,<br />
To un-intwine,<br />
My twisted Concious.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
(I think i spelt Concious wrong =S)<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
Hear: In Fiction - Isis ]]>
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		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[My Angel]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>129650</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-28 10:54:41</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/My-Angel-129650/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[I,
Am a lonely man,
Without you to talk to,
I need you he ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ I,<br />
Am a lonely man,<br />
Without you to talk to,<br />
I need you here,<br />
To keep me sane,<br />
I neeed your comforting words,<br />
and your heartfelt hugs,<br />
You understand my emotion,<br />
Like it was your own,<br />
You are my friend,<br />
My companion in spirit,<br />
My keeper,<br />
My Angel,<br />
So please come back,<br />
Leave all your woes behind,<br />
Real life is not as fun,<br />
As a few hours spent,<br />
Your&nbsp;me -&nbsp;your&nbsp;one.<br />
<br />
<br />
This was written specially for a dear freind of mine who i miss ALOT!!!!!<br />
<br />
She knows who she is.<br />
<br />
Hehehehe ]]>
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		</atom:entry> 
		<atom:entry>
  			<atom:title><![CDATA[Lacrimosa]]></atom:title>
  			<atom:id>120150</atom:id>
  			<atom:updated>2008-07-08 06:53:42</atom:updated>
  			<atom:link href='http://www.thoughts.com/eeerm/blog/Lacrimosa-120150/'/>

  			<atom:summary><![CDATA[You'll forget my name,
And i'll leave your mind for good,
 ...]]></atom:summary>
  			<atom:content type='html'>
    				<![CDATA[ You'll forget my name,<br />
And i'll leave your mind for good,<br />
I'll be that long forgotten face,<br />
That you know but don't care to remember,<br />
I'll fade into the backround,<br />
Like a dying light,<br />
As long as you are happy,<br />
I no longer matter.<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: center">&lt;object width=&quot;425&quot; height=&quot;344&quot;&gt;&lt;param name=&quot;movie&quot; value=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/v/UGN61Sidt5c&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&quot;&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name=&quot;allowFullScreen&quot; value=&quot;true&quot;&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/v/UGN61Sidt5c&amp;hl=en&amp;fs=1&quot; type=&quot;application/x-shockwave-flash&quot; allowfullscreen=&quot;true&quot; width=&quot;425&quot; height=&quot;344&quot;&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;</div> ]]>
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