So this is my first blog. I have never done this before but have been wanting to for a little while now. I am a college student and I feel that I am stuck at an akward point in my life.
I now have two years of college under my belt done and over with yet so many times it does not feel that way. Recently there are two girls who I have been friends with my freshman year but we grew apart very easly. My sophmore year I was not around them very much and did not talk with them as much. Well the one is a total bitch. She is crazy and mean. She acted like my friend and told me how to feel about certian things. I believed her at first. Well the other girl does not seem to have a spine. She and I were actually closer than I was with the other girl. We got so close that it did not make the crazy one happy. Well soon these two girls began getting mad at each other. Well that just made my situation worse because I was in the middle. Well I realized that I did not want to be in the middle anymore and made some different friends. With my new friends I started doing a LOT better in school. we still saw each other because he had to.. .not my choice but I kept my distance because I realized she was crazy. Well one winter she decides to blow up at me for no real reason. She claims certain things abnout me but she was stretching the reasons to make them seem true. Words were said.. by her and one of the things were that she never wanted to see me again and couldn't wait till a certain month. I was fine with what she said and accept this. Well I guess she did not mean what she said but really she did but played dumb. She apparently would ask why I was not talking to her to the one mutal friend that we had. Who was the spineless friend to be excat. Well I would just say that I am doing what she wants. Well I thought my life was free of her but she decided to stay around... because she is just that crazy. She came around twice. One time because nice and acknowledging me. The other time... she was the wicked bitch ot the east. She would not talk or acknowlege me. Mind you I have done NOTHING recently to offend her. So she is a picture taking person. She is the kind of person who will take pictures of herself and put them on online. Also she is not in high school where a lot of kids dont know better. They think they are being cool but really they are just making an ass of themselves. Well this most recent encounter with each other she decided to take some pictures. Well just today she put them on facebook. Well i was tagged in three of three pictures while my good friends where only tagged in two of three. Every single picture she took was not flattering of me at all.
Let me just say that I have always had weight problems. However once i went to college i lost a good amount of weight. Well last spring I gained weight. I was just so stressed with grades and what- not that I just did not have time to think twice about my weight. Well I got a little off the summer well not i am stressed to the max and it is just showing on my mid section and hips. Well the pictures she put up just emphasized those areas on me. I wish i could say that she was just wanting to put up pictures but she is just that crazy where she will do anything in her power to bring me down. I have tried very hard being an adult in the situation and just ignoring her and just not associating. Well aparently she does not want to grow up... Many people had said how she is still stuck in high school and she wont grow up. Well I really wish someone will tell her.
I know this was about me bitching about two girls that I do not like. I was planning on writing other things but unfortunately I have to run errands with a friend so I cannot share other stories about her and/or my thoughts. I hope that if people read my blog they will enjoy them and i hope they entertain. But I hope to write soon!