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my mind races everytime we speek, am i suposed to think of other things or am to dream. Am i real stupid to feel real nervous the she is going back to Flordia, no matter the circumstances i am, ive lived enough to know what happens when hearts colide, hell look what happened to us, Im real happy to see her go see her friends but yet i want her to stay in a cacoon, its not my life to control and i would never say anything but im more scared now than any time before.
Time here is standing still, cant sleep , work is so layed back its scarey, to much time to think. can only download so much music. im so nervous what the future has to offer. i stare at the pictures in my heart. i started walking every night for some reason alone with my thoughts and i walk lookin up at the stars, the same ones i see from the mountains and the same i saw from Arizona and they all seem to look the other way..i think talking to owen in mexico about his destroyed mariage is making me think to much, maybe i just need a drink, Suiside, now there is a word and thought that has once entered my mind, but it is so far away now but i think of all the kids that do it thinking they have nothing to live for. i think there listening to the wrong music because mind makes me think and uplift me. rude to think of what that does to the families,
fuck it whiskey it is....no one will see me in the dark.
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Posted by dreamkiller on 2007-10-14 23:01:09 | Rating: | Views: 72
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No matter how Far Away, we always come back to our first love.
Hearts collided and now are connected.
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Posted by FarAwayDreams
on 2007-10-15 09:15:56
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