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Stop!
I scream for you to stop You just keep going It hurts too much My tears are flowing Your touch burns I need to scrub myself clean but I cant You dont know what I mean Bruises on my arms, More so on my legs, I ask you to stop I cant help but beg Dont hit me......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-03 15:03:56 | Rating:

| Views: 109 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Poetry Rape Relationships

I have friggin' pnemonia
However you spell that word. I cant believe it, I just got over the flu and now I have Pnemonia, what will I get next? Bronchidis? Wow I have some serious problems. My muscles are contracting and it hurts like flip, I cannot tell my siblings what I have or they'll be jerks and start......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-06 16:37:51 | Rating:

| Views: 86 | Comments: 1 | Tags: Get Down With the Sickness

Alone
Do you ever get the feeling you are completely alone and that no one cares about you? Its like no matter what you do you feel invisible and after a while you dont notice yourself anymore. Sometimes it feels like you're invisible, even to yourself, you see everyone elses life and the way they......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-10 15:15:22 | Rating:

| Views: 238 | Comments: 4 | Tags: Questions

Waist length hair and a hair cut
I need to get a hair cut or something, Currently my hair goes a little past my waist and people say they are gonna start coming to my house and focefully give me a haircut. The can fuck off, but I do need to at least get some type of cut I just dont know what type, I love my hair long its just......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-10 16:51:36 | Rating:

| Views: 591 | Comments: 6 | Tags: Hair cut

Im scared to sleep
3:20 AM Loud noises, voices inside screaming louder and louder until I feel I have to scream back, But I cant, my vocal cords feel severed. Pain, it comes to me quickly, a burning sensation erupts inside of me. It wont stop. My body feels heavy, I can hardly move. I can breath......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-11 15:08:05 | Rating:

| Views: 381 | Comments: 3 | Tags: nightmares

Yep, He lied
Mean jerk, one thing first, he promised while he was in NC he wouldnt flirt with anyone well it was dum on my part to believe him. Now Im just getting hurt all over again. Well he got to hell! Im tired of getting hurt b/c of my own stupidity. Why do I always believe him. Stupid blonde......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-11 15:54:33 | Rating:

| Views: 84 | Comments: 2 | Tags: GUYS ARE JERKS

He's watching me 4:19 Am
A dark room. Im in another dark room. I feel tied down, I panic, I start hyperventalating, remember to breath, slowly now. He's not here yet, dont panic, everything goes to hell when you do. I have an argument with my self on whether or not I can really feel pain. I try getting my hands......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-13 15:32:21 | Rating:

| Views: 288 | Comments: 8 | Tags: Nightmares

He wont stop hitting me 3:26AM
He's hitting me, I feel every blow, each hit becoming more painful. I feel the blood falling, I feel it draining. Death, sweet peace, seems so close yet far away. I want to scream, but I think better of it, no one will hear me. I can barely breath past the blood. How much more pain......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-17 15:31:43 | Rating:

| Views: 212 | Comments: 3 | Tags: Dreams Rape Help

I Stopped Breathing 2:53AM
Im running through the woods. Thorns and twigs hit me in the face, but I dont feel them, they are nothing compared to everything else I've been through. All I know is that I need to get away. I cant let him catch me. Pain erupts inside my soul, but still I run, not slowing down in......Read More

Posted on: 2008-03-20 15:15:34 | Rating:

| Views: 200 | Comments: 2 | Tags: Nightmares Death

This is my very last post....
for the next week or so I wont be able to get on thoughts.... Im going to miss my friends TheAmandaChronicles and sean_barr :( cries like a baby waaaaah Ok well I might post one more thing later on today but who knows?...Read More