I'm on the edge of a fricken meltdown.
Life sucks right now.
I'm just so sick of people having expectations of me!
Theres my friends, Tish, Linds and Amanda and Emma all are mad at me
just because i dont spend enough time with them,
and "ive changed"
what the fuck!
im trying the best i can.
i have a job, a family, a boyfriend, school AND friends.
its kind of hard to give every single one of those things my
undivided attention.
and Guy is like, "we never hang out anymore, blah blah"
i hang out with him ATLEAST 4 times a week, and thats NOT including every day
and every lunch at school.
AND we talk on the phone 24/7.
and he says, "why don't you pay attention to me?"
"you don't act the same towards me, you've changed"
I HAVE NOT CHANGED!
Why can't anyone see that!?!
Jesus.
And besides them,
I go to school,
(which, im really struggling with, which is stresssing me out)
and I work 22 hours a week.
and!
and!
I got ANOTHER job now, so that should make life just that much greater.
and my parents are always like, "whit your never home, why aren't you around"
AND IM JUST GOING FUCKING CRAZY!
God, I need a holiday.