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| The Day I Learned to Fly |
Three days ago, I made a phone call. I called the receptionist and made an appointment.
Seconds later I hung up; such a small decision, but I was absolutely terrified.
I had been meaning to do this for years now. I had told myself time and time again that I would finally make that phone call. I told myself I would finally get my lazy butt off the couch and take the first steps to do what I had been saying I would do for what seems like a decade.
Today, I took the second step.
Today I hopped into my car, and turned on the ignition.
I was doing everything in my power to not have an anxiety attack. I cautiously drove the short ten minute drive running dozens of irrational scenarios through my head. What will people think? Will I be embarrassed?
I finally arrive at my destination, anxiety is now at an all time high. I've been meaning to do this now for years and I've finally built up the courage to actually do what I've been meaning to do.
I open the front door to the complex, and walk in. My bag in hand. Inside my bag, is a fresh set of racquetball equipment. A brand new racquet, a set of balls, a glove and protective eye wear.
Minutes later, I was experiencing my first game of racquetball with a complete stranger. Funny, I had never met this person before in my life but with no common interests that we are aware of outside of Racquetball, we are having a great time connecting and learning how to play a wonderful new game.
Today was the first day of the rest of my life. Today was the day when I decided I'm not going to let myself get the best of my insecurities. Today I was going to try something new that I have been planning on trying for years. Today I decided that I will no longer hold myself back.
Today I learned that everybody has to start somewhere. Today I learned that I don't require another familiar partner in crime. I no longer require another human being as a crutch to try something new.
Today I became liberated; today I spread my wings, and tomorrow I will fly.
The one thing that prevents most people from experiencing the millions of interesting things this world has to offer is their insecurity to try something new. Familiarity is comfortable, but there are very few circumstances where people are going to judge you for putting yourself out there.
You only live once, don't sit around and let life pass you by.
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Posted by drbonemonkey on 2009-10-20 01:41:19 | Rating: | Views: 578
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