it's off right now. very much so. and by it i mean my interest in him. it wanes a lot. he is not the type you can be interested in for a very long time. it's too frustrating. he is too fickle-minded. even so. now i am disappointed that it is off, he kept my mind off other things. now i have to worry about university.

which reminds me. i don't usually blog about my day, but i visited guelph. the campus is gorgeous. and there are so many things that make me want to go there. but what if it isn't the right choice. what if rooming with my best friend isn't the best idea?? it's a predicament.

and the funniest thing happened to me.we are touring. my best friend and i, and i am passing over those grate things. you know, the ones that sometimes have cool air coming out of them on the ground. and i am wearing a dress. of course, my dress flies up, marilyn monroe style. i couldn't breathe. i almost cried, it was so funny. thankfully only my friend saw it happen. and she laughed along with me. and our tour guide and touring group thought we were insane.

all in all it was an okay day. i think that i am getting over him. telling myself that it will not work out. he is too old. i am going away. he is too fickle. i am too naive. the whole sha-bang. we will see how things go!