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Ive often found myself sitting alone in my room thinking of the past, crying myself to sleep, thinking that everything is my fault.i cant help but think of my mom everytime i hurt inside i try to make myself numb.she broke my heart. she left me she just got up and left well yea she said god bye and that shed be back but shes lied so many times.i dont really talk to her anymore its actually been like 3 months since ive talked to her. she has five kids who she just left with someone and doesnt really have anything to do with them.the worst thing is that im afriad to talk about my feelings.afraid that ill be rejected.im afraid of alot of things because of her. but after everything ive been through i find myself missing her. i fake a smile a laugh everyday of my life.id like to actually be happy for once in my life likei was when i was 10!!
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AWW LIFES A BITCH THEN U MARRY ONE i can come through with what ur saying i have been through so much and im only 16 hey add me i havent been on this kinda thing in forever so i forgot how so yea urz2die4 and if u have a myspace of what ever we can talk on that cuz i think i kno more about that lol :)
*nikki
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Posted by urz2die4
on 2008-07-16 13:41:01
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