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I am shy. Im serious, like it used to be in huge problem with my social life. I don't know when exactly it started, i mean ever since i was a little kid, i can remember feeling anxiety when i was put into a new enviorment with people i didn't know.My heart felt like it was about to bust through my chest, in fact i would feel like everyone around me could hear my heartbeat! I could feel my hands start to get clammy, i could feel the sweat start to slowly make it's way down the side of my forehead. It was bad, i mean really bad. I couldn't even get a sentance out of my mouth without sounding like i was swallowing food as i was trying to answer, i would always be afraid to answer questions when i was at school especially, i could feel everyones eyes on me when i would have to give a presentation or go up to the front of the class, my teacher would even tell me to stop fidgeting but i couldn't even stop! I'm not sure if i was sheltered too much by my parents or maybe i had developed trust issues with my mother but looking back, i'm not quite sure how i got through it. I'm just glad i did. But in the present day, i've been able to embrace it in a way, i know that i am going to get nervous not matter what i do but i just have to remember who i am and take a second and calm down. If i can do this i know that i'll be ok, so in other words i'm glad that i get nervous and wouldn't change myself if i had the chance.
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Posted by dodgerblue4 on 2008-04-07 21:16:19 | Rating: | Views: 60
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im like that too. even now im shy in a new environment. only when im alone though. when i have friends around me, im usually the boldest and craziest one. when im alone, i wont say a word. i always wait for the other person to speak before i do. i almost got fired my first day at my job because i was so scared and nervous. its cool you got over it. i still have to get over my shyness.
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Posted by echan
on 2008-04-07 23:55:16
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i used to be shy when i was a kid, but then as i grew out of it. partly because there were times when i had to be talkative in front of a group of people, like for a presentation. then as i grew even more older, i learned that i have to be outgoing in order to take on a leadership role and to be communicative when i am being interviewed. i usually tell myself to calm down and take a breather when i feel nervous (like you!).
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Posted by Hunnyloveee
on 2008-04-08 00:49:53
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I feel you I was like that too..don't even remind me about the first time I asked a girl out...It's cool you that you are more confident now and you are right we just have to look at ourselves and remember who we are
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Posted by blogspace
on 2008-04-08 00:54:37
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I am like that to. Ever since i can remember i have always been shy. not only around people i dont know but for some reason i was also shy around people i knew. I think i am shy around people i know because i have a lot of self doudt. you just need to be yourself
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Posted by SSteimnitz
on 2008-04-08 01:53:37
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