Ever have one of those saturdays that you just dont want to get off ur bumb? Well thats today. Undfortunatly i had to wake up early to work, but my job isnt exactl;y hard labor., well besides the frist hour of set up. When i got home  i was soo dead for no reason and i just watched sisterhood of the traveling pants, Cute movie. But it did get me thinking. I have my group of friends like that, however we dont see eahc other much. None of use live close to one another, wel all attend different schools and have very busy lives. Good times always arise when we reunite thought. I realized that its my confort zone.

At school, or anywhere else for that matter i feel sorta on the outside looking in. But not really like that... its more like... sitting on the beanch of a sport's team. You're still part of the team, but you're not really doing anything. I feel like im just there. No emotion, no living. Maybe thats why i like sports, well actually i know why i like ports, because its the only time where im 200% focused. But also, its me, im part of sometihng, its intense. I have  a lot of intensity.  So why do i feel so dull?