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Will I ever get over you? I ask myself this question everyday. Its been 9 months, 8 days, 15 hours, 33 mins since you left this world and i still miss you as much as i did the day you died, you were my one true love and I'm afraid that ill never be able to move on.
Why you took your own life I will never understand, but if your out there looking over me know that I forgive you and Im truly sorry that I couldnt help you with whatever was bugging you so much, you will always have my heart, but if you can please give me the strength to love again because I'm afraid to be alone, but I dont want anyone but you.
I see your face everytime I close my eyes and everyday I still wake up expecting you to be next to me with your strong arms wrapped around me, and then I realise your gone and the pain rushes back as much as it did that fateful day...I love you baby...Ill love you for eternity I just need you to let me know its ok to love again.

Posted by deepthinker21 on 2007-10-27 03:44:55 | Rating:

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		Hi. I am so sorry about your loss. Someone very close to me took their own life on April 21st, 2006 at midnight. It has been the most devasting event in my entire life. My heart goes out to you.
Posted by Ana_stacia on 2007-10-27 04:16:03


		Sending healing thoughts your way and a very warm hug. I am so sorry sweetheart. blessed be
Posted by kentlass on 2007-10-27 06:07:38


		What a sad post... So sorry for your loss. I hope that in time you can learn to love again...
Posted by HornyLittlePoker on 2007-10-27 07:37:54


		hi deep! i have heard (no, i have no personal experience) that getting over a suicide is extremely difficult because of the emotions like guilt and blame that it causes. it's nice to see you talking to this person and forgiveness seems to me like a big step toward eventually healing. good luck! :o)
Posted by badlydrawnstickman on 2007-10-27 10:20:00


		thank you guys so so much i cant begin to describe what your kind words mean to me
Posted by deepthinker21 on 2007-10-27 10:32:42


		Suicide is a tragedy. It would be hard enough for your love to die...but to be left with all of these questions...wondering what you could have done to prevent it...that is the biggest tragedy. I cannot even say I understand how you feel, because I have never been through such pain. All I can say is....I am so sorry. I hope you can someday fill your mind with good thoughts again. The pain you must feel. I am so sorry.
Posted by DifficultSoul on 2007-10-27 11:20:33


		I am so sorry for your loss. Your post is so touching that it brought tears to my eyes. I hope you find peace.
Posted by Arik on 2007-10-27 19:22:35


		i have never truly been in love but i have heard that it is the best feelingin the world and i can imagin how hard it must be to loose someone that your so in love with i hope you find what your looking for and i send u a cozy hug thoughts wil be with you x
Posted by shady_love on 2007-10-27 20:56:54