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The Hardest Thing
Will I ever get over you? I ask myself this question everyday. Its been 9 months, 8 days, 15 hours, 33 mins since you left this world and i still miss you as much as i did the day you died, you were my one true love and I'm afraid that ill never be able to move on. Why you took your own life......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-27 03:44:55 | Rating:

| Views: 265 | Comments: 8 | Tags: Heartache Love Life

Fake Existance
My days are filled with fake laughter and smiles, while at night i lay in bed with nothing but tears and regret. Nobody sees through the disguise I wear they think Ive moved on, but I fear i never will, I blame myself and wonder could I have stopped this tragedy did I not tell you enough......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-27 08:08:53 | Rating:

| Views: 99 | Comments: 1 | Tags: hurt fake

Thank You
I just wanted to say a big thank you to those of you who took the time to read my post, I have been holding those feelings in for so long that I thought I would burst, It feels great to let it out and not be judged, so thank you all so so much, you truly are wonderful people ...Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-27 08:41:46 | Rating:

| Views: 124 | Comments: 1 | Tags: thankyou

Still Awake
so its 4 am and Im still wide awake, ive just been sifting through the posts on here, as I only just discovered this wonderful site today, I must say I am totally amazed and astounded at everyones reactions to complete strangers feelings and emotions, its completely overwelmed me how much people......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-27 10:10:40 | Rating:

| Views: 111 | Comments: 3 | Tags: astounded

Whoa Hoo
I was sitting at my desk studying like normal, when my mum came to the door of my room and handed me my mail, there was all the usual stuff and then I opened one from my school and it was my results from my test i did a couple of weeks ago and I was pleasantly surprised with a score of 98% which......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-28 21:25:12 | Rating:

| Views: 85 | Comments: 1 | Tags: happy proud

Realisation
I caught with an old friend today and for the first time in months I was completely happy even if it was only for a few hours, but I felt like the burden of the past year was completely lifted in this time and every laugh and smile was real, which was an amazing feeling, one that I had forgotten......Read More

Posted on: 2007-10-29 21:54:15 | Rating:

| Views: 97 | Comments: 0 | Tags: moving on support smile

WISH ME LUCK
Today I have to go down to the local youth shack and do some volunteer work that is required of me for my studies and I find myself unusually nervous, This will be the first time that I have put any of my studies to actual practice as I will be dealing with young adults who come from broken......Read More