I've spent today organising myself for my first proper day teaching on Monday. This is a fab new start for me. I am excited, I am optimistic, I can't wait for the challenges and rewards ahead.
So why is it everytime I look like I am really moving on, starting something new, I get all wrapped up in my past again? Its always the way. I make myself guilty about moving on, about being happy. And I know that's stupid. But what to do.
Spent this evening blubbing to myself, listening to all the songs that are so beautiful, yet so damn painful.
This one sums it up.
The question is, when will I really say goodbye?
It has been alongtime, months probably since I got myself into a state, but tonight, I have had one massive tears fest.
I so dumb sometimes, but I honestly don't know what to do to really move on.
Posted by deepintought on 2008-05-31 12:31:33 | Rating: | Views: 55
i think your on the right track at moving on. of course your going to have a few off days because this is the start of a new thing, this is the first step of moving on and you probably thought you werent ready yet.
Focus on whats ahead rather than what has past. Your doing well so far.
hope your first day of teaching went well.
xo
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