Thoughts - deenie's blogs

deenie's Profile

Links

User Profile

deenie's Blogs in April 2008

Back in My Life
Well guess who resurfaced.... Chris. I was leaving the building when he called me. When I saw his number on the caller id I thought maybe I was wrong and that it was someone else but it wasn't. Then I wasn't sure what to expect, was he calling because he wanted to explain his......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 07:20:00 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships cheating

He's Serious
Well if I thought that Chris wasn't really serious about getting with me he just proved it. Yesterday he asked me to come to see him before I left today and I told him no. I told him if he really wanted to see me before I left then he could come see me at my desk. He said he......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 10:59:00 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships cheating

I'm Better Now
I feel so much better than I did last week. I have my clarity of mind back and I am no longer obsessed with Chris. I have significantly reduced the amount of time that I think about him and hopefully after the next few weeks I will be totally over him. Although I am about over......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-01 11:10:00 | Rating:

| Views: 8 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sex

Cruise 2008
Well I'm back from my cruise. It was a good cruise and I enjoyed the break. I needed the break from reality for a while and this was just what the doctor ordered. For 7 days I didn't (almost) have to make any decisions nor did I have any reason to lose my cool. Each country......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-14 12:31:33 | Rating:

| Views: 37 | Comments: 0 | Tags: vacation

Can't Give Up
Although I was on vacation with my family I could not stop thinking about Chris. At times I would daydream about being with him on this cruise. I was also very horny the entire cruise. I longed to be fucked right but alas that did not happen. LaMont tried once to have sex......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-14 12:43:10 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sex

He Thinks I'm Playing
I saw Chris yesterday when I was leaving work. He asked what did I bring him back and I told him nothing since he did not bother to call me back. He said he thought that I was with the family and couldn't talk. I told him well that's why he didn't get anything. He asked......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-15 07:33:34 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: sex

Truth or Dare
Well today is Thursday and I told him that I would like to go out with him on Friday evening. I don't think that it is going to happen. I have not really spoken with him since Monday and I'm sure that he is hoping to avoid me today as well. If he fails to step up to the......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-17 12:33:48 | Rating:

| Views: 2 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships

Just Like I Said
When I'm right I''m right. I saw Chris as I was leaving work yesterday. He was at a different post and really couldn't talk but as soon as he saw me he mouthed that he was going to call me. I just shook my head and hand to say cut it I don't want to hear it. I just asked......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-18 12:47:07 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships sex

Not Today
Although I have been listening to this song for years, today it was so true that I kept playing it. The song "Not Today" by Mary J. Blige spoke to exactly how I was feeling about my situation with Chris. Although the entire song doesn't pertain to our relationship so much......Read More

Posted on: 2008-04-19 17:40:03 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships

Blog Information

Blog Categories

Nothing found

Blog Archive

October 2008 (1)

September 2008 (1)

August 2008 (6)

July 2008 (5)

June 2008 (4)

May 2008 (3)

April 2008 (9)

March 2008 (7)

February 2008 (9)

Comment Archives

March 2008 (1)

Author's Links

No links found