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What is Wrong with Me?
I have been married for 17 years and even through our ups and downs I have never strayed. I still have not been unfaithful, but I have really been considering it. I was searching for advice on how to handle this but I know what I should do. The problem is what I want to do is......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-14 12:06:27 | Rating:

| Views: 84 | Comments: 6 | Tags: Cheating

I knew the opportunity was inevitable
I knew that this gentlemen on my job was interested in me. Yesterday he approached me and we exchanged numbers and got to know each other a little. I know that this is wrong. I know that people can get hurt. Despite knowing all of this prior to talking to him, I still gave......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-15 07:02:47 | Rating:

| Views: 61 | Comments: 3 | Tags: cheating marriage sex

I know it's wrong
Of course I know full well that to even consider having an affair is wrong. I don't need anyone to tell me that. I have needs and desires like the next person and unfortunately those desires are not being met by my husband. I took a shower and got all perfumed and oiled up last......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-15 15:58:58 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cheating

Still Yearning
Today was better as far as my desires for Chris, however, I was still longing for contact from him. If he and I move forward this would be a very complicated relationship. He is married and so am I. When, where and how would we be able to spend time with each other. I know......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-16 22:48:02 | Rating:

| Views: 4 | Comments: 0 | Tags: cheating sex marriage

Pressure
I went to the doctor on Thursday and my blood pressure was elevated. I went on Monday and it still was elevated. I know that it is coming from stress. I keep having one stressor after another. As soon as I solve one here is another one. I know some of this......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-19 07:39:33 | Rating:

| Views: 2 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Marriage

SEB
Yesterday I went to work and I was looking damn good and I walked liked I knew it. I saw Chris in the cafeteria when I was having lunch. I wanted to run over to him and ask him why hadn't he called me over the weekend but I thought that would not be a good idea. I was hoping......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-20 19:38:51 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships

To Feel so Good and so Bad
Wow yesterday was really an eye opener. I had not spoken to Chris all day on Wednesday. I really wanted to call him but I didn't want to pressure him or make him think that I am desperate (even though I am). I wore a sexy dress to work that showed off my ample busom and my great......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-22 12:12:33 | Rating:

| Views: 5 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships

I Don't Think You Want This
After the heated conversation that I had with Chris on Thursday, I was sure that he would call me over the weekend, but alas he did not. I started to call him but thought otherwise because I don't want to seem like I'm desperate (even though I am). I know that this is not a typical......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-25 07:36:49 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: Cheating

It's Over!
Well it is over before it even began. I am talking about Chris and I. I had not heard from him since last Thursday. I decided yesterday to call him just to see what was up. He said he was at the doctor getting a physical and would call me back. Well I'm still waiting......Read More

Posted on: 2008-02-28 07:32:54 | Rating:

| Views: 3 | Comments: 0 | Tags: relationships

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