I love to read and love Jane Austen...I know, you may be thinking now, oh no, she's one of those freeks...sadly, I am but not over the top either...I am someone who foolishly awaits to fall in love in a very Jane Austen way... a moment just filled with witty remarks, laughter, and love between two people that have never met, and they are smart asses with each other, yet theres a powerful attraction that just brings them together. ... guys are always part of my life but I always want to run away from them when they get too close....Im a hopeless romantic who somehow finds herself meeting romantics in the most weird ways, yet, when they show up, I freek out. I want to love and be loved, I guess....well, my theory on this is that when I met, THE ONE....yes, I know what you're thinking, YOU'RE NEVER GONNA FIND HIM... but I believe I will, I dont believe in soul mates either if you're wondering...but....when I meet him, it will be in this very Janu Austen way and I wont freek...but it will be the opposite of now...I will be excited scared...I hate this whole love business...its so complicated and im tired of trying to fig t out, i gues thats the whole point right....to not fig it out ....i dont know...think me the weirdest person in the world for thinking about these things the way i do but....my heart, each day tells me that he, the one, is out there, thinking about me too...waiting for that moment when we will meet, when we will find each other...i know that day looms close and it fills me with joy, im just scared of me in all the craziness will end up getting with someone thats not it....lol....i have two more weeks for the semester to end my junior year at the university...senior schedule is going to be hectic....as well it should in order to drive me crazy...but..its ok...it'll make graduation all the more sweeter....love...life...me....