you know how you hear people talk about finding the right guy/gurl for them.  How do they know?!  What does that feel like?  How do you know it isn't just the begining of something new and so it "just feels right"?

I've had my fair share of relationships we'll just put it that way.  I've had a few short term ones that lasted a couple months and then i've had the super serious long term relationships.  The short term ones I knew when I met the person that they were fun to hangout with but that it could never go anywhere.  I knew that from the begining.  Those are easy to pick out for me.  Then after a time of "dating" I'd get into a real relationship, but again it was like well maybe this could go somewhere, but not likely.  For example my previous ex...we were together for 2 1/2yrs, we lived together, we were practically married!  But we had an odd arrangement if you will.  We never said I love you in all that time, and we both knew that we didn't want to be together forever, but we didn't want to be alone either.  It was kind of a convient relationship in that we both understood that there wasn't an expectation of marriage anywhere down the road and that at some point we would be ready to go and look for a true relationship.  It wasn't necessarily a healthy relationship or a fun one at times, but it worked for both of us for the most part. So why the questions about "the one"?!

So I've been dating Mr. A for 4 months now (offically 2 i suppose) and every day I can't help but to think that this is all just too good to be true.  The way we click is unlike anything I've ever experianced before, and I tell him this on a regular basis!  Last night infact I told him that I still think this is all too good to be true.  Where is his ugly side?  We all have an ugly side, and it's always just a matter of time before it rears it's ugly head.  He told me that I've already seen some of his bad days...(for him a bad day is being quite and not saying much, he's sure to tell me that he's not upset at me, that he just has a lot on his mind)...but he assured me I might get to see another side of him in 2 months when school is going full force and he is working on his research projects as well...But I'll be super busy with school at that time as well.  IDK, I don't think that there will be any surprises.

We've already agreed that as soon as he gets his schedule (we go to different colleges in the same city) that we will set aside one evening a week for us time, without homework!  lol, he also suggested last night that we find a tv show for us to get into, a show that is older or something that just him and I could get into.  He wants us to have a few more things that are just for us.  

When I was at my friends wedding over the weekend him and I texted back and forth like crazy.  Just random cute things, like he'd send one that just said **BIG KISSES** or something like that.  Right before the wedding started I texted him to let him know it would be a couple hours before I could get back to him and he sent one last message that said "I have a really great feeling about us"  it made me really smile!  lol, and it still does.  He's very open with telling me how much he really wants this to work.  It's simply amazing is the only way I can even begin to describe it.  I don't really understand, but I like it!  

Could he really be "the one"?!