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Dear Diary,
Today has been very quiet and slow. nothing exciting has happened. I haven't seen him yet, but who knows if he is working. Ive started this new diet, not that i NEED to i just could be a few pounds lighter. This is going to be tough because I'm giving up on the things i love.
i call it the 5 whites diet.
NO:
white bread
white potatoes
white sugar
white flour
white rice.
I am also giving up soda, candy , ice cream and fast food. Ive been eating way too much of it. I am also going to the gym every morning after i drop my sister off at school and running when i get back. from work. I really hope he notices a difference. I really hope that he actually notices me .. but who am i kidding. i could never amount up to his ex. she was super skinny and sexy and well they did things i don't really have interest in.
I guess ill just give up and be my self. like usual. i mean I've got no one other than my family. and well him as a friend if you consider what we have friendship. i mean we talk and what not but is that enough for him, is that all you want.
my life is so messed up maybe i should be blogging about that instead of this nothing of a relationship I've come up with in my head.
i think ill do that. Next time. no more talking about him... for a while. no more obsessing ever. ill just go with the flow see what happens.
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Posted by dcdancer27 on 2009-11-04 14:21:55 | Rating: | Views: 13
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