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Dear Diary

Dear diary.

here is a letter i want to send to to him

but we all know i will never get the guts to do it.

gosh will you ever tell me if you like me? i want you to know i really like you . I love your smile, love your laugh, just want ot get to know you. The way you laughed at me when i walked in and asked a stupid queston.. that i already knew the answer to but wanted to see you so i asked it anyways just so i can see you . The way you ate chocolate for me because i made something new, you tried it just for me. the way we share a gummie bear fedish :)

The way i cant stop thinking about you. I dream about you all the time. Look i know i sound crazy but im crazy about you. am i worth a shot?
when you walk into the room its like no one else is around and its just the two of us. My heart skips a beat and i have to rememeber to breath.

When moved down here i thought nothing would ever help me get over my ex cheating on me wth my best friend and every one ditching me because i was upset and sad. But when i met you i found hope. I forgot for a split second that my life sucks. you gave me hope in the morning to actually get up and move forward with my life. when my day sucks i rememeber that when i have to go to work i will see you and my day gets better but when i dont see you it doesnt get better.

I want to be childish and write your name all over my notebooks and hands and just be smitten

but is it all worth it? do you notice me do i even matter.

i dream of you sweeping me off my feet and just kissing me like im in a fairy tale

<3 katlyn

But who am i kidding dreaming is just for kids. Welcome back to realty katlyn. stop dreaming . You will never amount to anything and well guys only like you for what you have not who you are so just get used to it. a good guy like him would NEVER go for you .

Posted by dcdancer27 on 2009-11-02 16:47:16 | Rating: