Last night I went with my best friend and the freshman in Upward Bound to deliver pumpkins to some nursing homes. Well anyways I saw Tyler and gave him a dirty look thinking the window were tinited and he couldn't see me. But he did. His face dropped. He texted me last night telling me he was sorry and he just wanted his best friend back...well I was a witch about it. I told him how I can't be his friend when he hurt me. I love him. I can tell him anything and he always makes me feel better when I'm upset but I can't keep putting myself in the line of hurt. I went thru that for 3 months with Levi. Even my best friend says I should just stay away. But its hard. He really is one of my 3 guy best friends. Not even my "bf" knows as much about me as he does. What am I gonna do? Being a teenager with so many guys in the world is depressing.