You walk by and I look at you as if nothing had ever happened
I smile as if nothing had ever gone wrong
I laugh as if I had never cried
I see your girlfriend and think that if I close my eyes
maybe she will just go away and disapear
I think that maybe that there was something that I  could have done better
But reality slaps me in the face quickly with heartaches and headaches
The sun shines and the birds chirp now a days
without your violence  around anymore
A smile lingers on my face
but the memories of you have left me
in what i feel is a life time of pain
Your actions and your words will never be forgotten no matter how hard you try
I forgive you but I do not want you in my life
you tore me to shreads and although I have picked myself back up
I never want to fall that hard ever again.
Sometimes theres really mean peolple out in this world.
But I am thankful for everyone that has helped to pick me back up