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well lets just say my life isnt so great i hate it and yet i love it. all my life i have been the kid who has been sick and picked on but yet i still got friends who i laugh with and turn around and hurt people like i have been hurt but resently i have met a guy who came to my school to talk to us about life issues about not judging a book by its cover by just not judging till we have walked in their shoes for about a mile to see what their life is like. i have met my boyfriend resently too and he is something i know for a fact i could never ever in about a million years live with out he is everything to me and we sometimes get in fights but we always seem to turn back in to the couple the sluts and whores of this world wish they were like if you know what i mean. but well he is bipolor and has adhd and he is getting taken off his pills slowly soon and put on different pills to see if it will work and i know it will be rough and that he will be all like what do you call it grr with everything but i will stick next to him the whole time im just scared that we will get in a fight and something will get said neither of us really means and then well you break up and i dont want that to happen to us he makes me happy every day and second im with him. he isnt like my ex who i cant stand i loved him he was my first everything love and yeah you get what everything is but he was my world at one point then we broke up we still hung out and then he malested me and my friends turned on me but some never did and thats why i love some of my friends more then i do others and they dont understand why at all. i also have to deal with diabetes and school you know it aint easy having a serious disese and dealing with everyone looking at you like your a freak and different but i just say fuck off idc what you think i only care about me and then with the shit my ex put me through i kinda broke down and ended up doing something i thought i would never do and that was cutting and smoking mostly cigs but still i told myself i wouldnt do what my mom does and i ended up like that until i met my boyfriend and friends at a camp i went to they changed me forever... well i dont have much more to say so yeah if you want to hear more just tell me and ill let you all know more about how my life is going : )
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Posted by dawnmarie1790 on 2007-11-29 17:37:11 | Rating: | Views: 81
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