May Day May Day!
I'm going down!

Happy May first to all!

I sit watching a snow fall in front of me  it is 41 degrees on this first day of May. 

I can see blossoms on the trees white, pink, lavender slowly being enveloped by winter's frantic attempt to hold on to it's last breath.

It is quite a peaceful scene really.

I ponder the human's springtime thoughts of new love wanting waiting hoping daring to dream.  Knowing that dreamiing is all I will do. No new lover to gently caress my cheek, feel the warmth of his breath on my neck. Quiver as his hands gently caress my body as I ache lustily for him.

no not for me, Each day I will continue to clean house make dinner help the kids with homework, and wait for Dan to make a joke of foreplay and continue with the poor excuse for lovemaking I get from him.

I guess I should count myself lucky as I do still get to have sex, as I hear many friends complain that thier spouses do not comply.

But those stolen moments alone I can dream "he" will come take me, meke me his. share the burning passion which still burns inside me. 

Ahh I digress.

The snow has stopped for now. we shall see if old man winter still holds his grip.