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I had a date with Irish Lad today at 1 PM. It was pouring buckets outside and I didn't want to go, but I made a promise, so I got in my car and inched my way towards a pizza place we were supposed to meet at. When I got there, it was closed. It was raining too hard to wait outside, so I sat in my idled car for a while to see if I could catch him. But finally, i left. To tell you the truth, i was relieved. That meant I could go to the gym. That's right, i was more excited about going to the gym than I was about this date. Not a good sign.
I think it's time to wind down the serial dating. I cancelled Tuesday's date with BH Real Estate Guy so Crafty and I could spend the afternoon together. I'll keep the date with Rocket Scientist, as he and I have had two dates already and I know we would be good friends. I also have the second date with Triathlon Lawyer. I know he's already made reservations at a nice restaurant and we did have a decent conversation. I'll have to break it to him that we will just be friends if he tries anything.
Hot (Gay) Cop called me today to ask if I would have drinks again with him. I said maybe. I would love to go out with him again just for the comedic value, but that would be cruel. He did say that he met some girls who he eventually befriended on Match. com (of course you're friends with them, Gay Boy. Becuase you don't want to have sex with a vagina. yeesh!) so maybe he and I can move into that realm. i could always use another gay boyfriend.
In the end, i would rather be with Crafty or be alone. Hanging out with guys that I know want more from me than I am willing to give is no fun. Maybe some girls would get off on the attention, but it just makes me feel dishonest. Plus, I've been forsaking the gym in favor of drinks and lunches, so I've gained a few pounds since this experiment started. Booooo.
Crafty drunk texted me from vegas. Silly stuff like "Me like you". Very cute. Very drunk. I hope he is having a good time with his sister. I think it's adorable how much he loves her. I got a text from him on Monday morning saying "Have a great day. Only 6 days until i see you. I love you!!! " and then I got another one right afterwards saying, "Oops. That was for my sister." He must have freaked out when he saw that he sent me a text saying "I love you." It makes me laugh to imagine him sending it and then desperately sending the follow up one so I wouldn't think he was madly in love with me after one date.
Originally when I started this, I thought I wanted someone nice and stable. That's why I put out there that i wanted a Midwestern Man. Maybe an accountant or an engineer. Someone normal. Safe. But what do I end up with? The most fucked up midwesterner around. Someone with a schedule and a life just as erratic as mine. And of course, I am crazy for him. I never learn.
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Posted by datingretard on 2008-01-28 02:02:11 | Rating: | Views: 139
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Where the hell do you find "nice and stable." I don't know any of those people. The people I know are just as messed up as I am.
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Posted by HungryHeart
on 2008-01-28 02:48:18
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Unstable mostly ends up being adorable. Nice and stable can lead to boring and suffer with Mommy Issues. Not that I know first hand... LOL
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Posted by Whitters
on 2008-01-28 08:47:19
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