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My friend, K. asked me recently if I ever stalked Douchebag on his myspace page. I told her I hadn't for a while. I look at his new girlfriend's page (the one he was cheating on me with) occassionally, as she posts pictures of them and I can't wait to see when they break up.
The email prompted to to check her myspace, and they are not broken up. They are married.
They met in August. He and I broke up in October. And now, a mere few months later, they are married.
I don't know how I feel about this. They were no tears and no vice around the heart like there would have been a while ago. I called K to talk to her about it, and she kept saying how grounded I sounded. I guess i am okay with it. I mean don't get me wrong. I wish them a long life of misery, bickering, adultery, painful genital warts, and a passel of bratty children who will steal money from them before heading off to the state penitentary and/or the pole. But I certainly don't want to be with him again. That relationship was nothing but angst and heatache. What I have now feels so real and good. His cheating was the best thing that could have ever happened to me. Although it sure as hell didn't feel like it at the time.
I keep waiting for the flood. Tears or some sort of emotion. But I just can't muster it. Maybe tomorrow will be different. But right now, I just feel nothing. Weird, right?
I was going to write about the great week I had with Crafty, but I think I will save that for a later post. It was so perfect and magical and I would hate to ruin it by adjoining it with anything having to do with Douchebag and his wretched future.
So I'll end it here. Here's to the happy couple. May they have a long future together marked by infidelity and bitterness!
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Posted by datingretard on 2008-04-07 04:09:30 | Rating: | Views: 182
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