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Decisions
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I've decided that I can't carrying on living my life the way I am now. It feels as though I am waiting for something to just appear and change everything for me, but I'm not - that's just how it feels. Besides, that isn't the way to live - and it's most certainly not the way I want to live...
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darksoul1000 on 2008-07-20 11:19:19
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Out-growing friends
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Friends. They are really hard work. Should they be hard work? I don't know. I've always found it hard to make and keep friends. Theres just something about me that people don't like I guess. But over the years I've slowly learnt to just deal with it. Theres no point in holding a grudge against...
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darksoul1000 on 2008-07-01 14:46:33
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The perfect cure . . .
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The perfect cure for heartbreak, well at least for myself anyway . . . is, yet more heartbreak. I've found that successfully torturing myself with images, memories and fantasies have all contributed to turning what was once love, adoration and infatuation into hate and resentment - and for me, it...
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darksoul1000 on 2008-05-29 17:18:11
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Love hurt recovery
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Sad
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Sad. That's one word I thought I'd never use to describe how I'm feeling, but there you go. Sad and rejected actually.
Feeling this way, just makes me want to run away from everything. Start again, forget this stupid, pathetic life I'm leading right now.
Now that I think abou it,...
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darksoul1000 on 2008-05-23 14:43:56
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Lost
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I just feel so pathetic and lost. It's like everyone else is rushing through life and they seem to know exactly where they are going and I'm still standing in the background not knowing what to do next.
It's hard and it shouldn't be. I hate it when people ask what have I been doing and...
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darksoul1000 on 2008-05-22 15:32:37
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Life Lost Disappointment
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Not again . . . Explicit Content
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I'm heart broken - again!
I just can't believe it. I've been trying to get over this person for a long time and everytime I think I have, somehow everything I think I've gained turns against me. It's not fair
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darksoul1000 on 2008-05-11 15:44:10
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How is it even possible? Explicit Content
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'Smile', 'Be Happy', 'It's not the end of the world you know'.
Yup, I know that already thanks. Still, it doesn't make me feel any better - instead it makes me more pissed off at the person who decided to share t
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darksoul1000 on 2007-12-01 13:08:51
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So tired . . . Explicit Content
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Boy am I shattered today. So busy at work and to top it all off - my head is pounding - literally!
It's been one of the XXXXX-people days today. You know, the ones where everyone you speak to just sound and
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-17 14:56:30
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-16 16:43:11
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Ambitions
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Dreams and desires,
ambitions and aspirations.
I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I don't know why I never went to university, or more like I got so close and then turned my back right at the last minute. I mean, I got accepted easily enough, my grades at college were...
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-16 16:40:06
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Hearts and pain
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How is that you can be so heart breakingly smitten with someone who you barely know and who would snub you without a second breath for thought - and yet you still have no remorse, you still torture yourself after someone who will never be part of your life?
I guess, most would call it...
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-13 12:30:26
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Not so bad . . . Explicit Content
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It's been a good day today. One of a very few, man I sound like one of those really moany, old goats that live their lives just to moan about anything and everything - but then I suppose, my moaning and groaning about th
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-10 15:58:46
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Thinking late at night . . . Explicit Content
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You know, it suddenly occurred to me last night that no matter how much I think and rationalise what could happen beyond today, or tomorrow, next week, next year, ten years from now - I really do not know what the future
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darksoul1000 on 2007-11-09 01:58:21
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Just - go away! Explicit Content
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It's been one of those days today. The ones where I really wish I was marooned on an island in the South Pacific or Hawaii or some other place where palm trees vastly out number the human population. I kno
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darksoul1000 on 2007-10-29 11:27:03
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dreams/nightmares . . . Explicit Content
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I don't usually remember my dreams, or at least I do for about 5 seconds after I wake and then they just disappear, like they never even happened.
But last night was one of the few exceptions. I don't know what bo
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darksoul1000 on 2007-10-28 16:31:52
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Just a random thought . . .
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Why is it that when you really want something, it seems to be the most unattainable thing in the world?And why does life never turn out how you thought or wanted it would work out?
Teachers and peers ask you or at least make you think about where you see yourself in 1, 5, 10, 20...
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darksoul1000 on 2007-10-27 12:00:50
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If I Could Scream . . . Explicit Content
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If I could scream - I would!
If I could cry - I would!
Hate. I hate the word 'hate'. For a start, there can be so many different meanings of 'hate' and the amount of levels, of stages. Its hard to kn
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darksoul1000 on 2007-10-26 07:20:30
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