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i suppose it may be the end of all things. the light at the end of the tunnel, and the trap at the end of the maze.
im dieing you see. noone else knows, but to my best personal analysis, i have cancer. and have had it for over a year now.
i dont much mind dieing. i never really had big planns for my life, and i have always really wanted to avoid being at the point of my life where i would be waiting for death.
i do sometimes wonder though. eill my dog outlive me? how long do i have to wait before theres nothing doctors can do?
i dont consider it to be suicide. no this is the natural thing to do. in truth, saving a life is suicide. you temporary take away there afterlife, and force them to keep going in this terrible plain of existence. and dont kid yoursef, this place is terrible.
i dont think most people think of death the way i do. my mother gets mad at me when i talk about it. but i think it's a perfectly good thing to talk about. as a matter of fact, i consider death to be the meaning of life. because if you think about it, death is the only thing that every life on the planet has in common.
i could never understand christians and death. there religion teaches that in death a soul goes to a great and marvelous place, but they always get sad and morbid at funerals. you'd think ther'd be rejoycing. |
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Posted by darkhelix on 2008-02-18 01:24:17 | Rating: | Views: 68
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