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Still at work...
I am applying for a college I want to transfer to and they are asking for a resume of co-curriclar activities and service projects. And of course I barely have any. i mean i am really stretching it. The only thing I can say is that when we go to dodgeball tournaments they are mostly for charity, schools for Niger, Dodging Diabetes, etc...so I guess I will put that. I always wanted to Volunteer but I haven't really stepped up and put my best foot forward. It makes me feel like a bad person. And a hypocrite. I look around and see all the unfortunate people around and it upsets me, and yet when I have the opportunity to help them I become selfish and lazy and don't do anything.
My boyfriend and I got in a fight the other night because he doens't like me hanging out with our guy friends. OUR friends. Not just his, mine too. He is 31/2 hours away, and I don't have any girl friends around here, they are all at college. he knows I have always had more male friends and I can't help it. When he is away I have NO ONE. I went out to eat with our mutual friend for a quick 30minute bite because i didn't want to eat alone and my boyfriend got all snippy about it. I dont know how to make him happy but keep my friendships with my friends. it's not like i'm going to their houses alone and watching movies. and heck, even if i was my boyfriend should trust me. It's not fair. I understand where he is coming from but it is getting ridiculous. He doesn't trust me and that is a big problem. I have never done anything for him not to trust me.
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Posted by danyell on 2007-09-10 11:42:48 | Rating: | Views: 92
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