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Last night I had a HORRIBLE dream. I dreamt that my boyfriend, Chris, wanted to kill himself. He was really depressed and there was nothing I could say to change his mind! I pleaded with him not to do it because I loved him and i thought he loved me, etc, etc..but in the end he ended up killing himself. So, I did too. I shot myself.
Next dream:
Chris wants to kill himself. AGAIN. So this time, because apparently in my dream I had known he had done this before, I put more of an effort to try and stop him. I took him to all of his favorite places, and showed him everything he would be missing...but, I was in my apartment I apparently had on top of a skyscraper, and people came in and told me he was dead.
What kind of bologna is this?! It was terrible and it made me sad and I am STILL upset! BTW..I spoke to him this morning...he's fine. lol.
So i think I had this dream because I often think about what I would do if he wasn't around, if he got into an accident and died, or something like that. It creeps me out. Because honestly I don't know what i would do! Ugh. But I hope that if he does die, that he doesn't kill himself.
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Posted by danyell on 2007-09-25 08:05:17 | Rating: n/a | Views: 71
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