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When will it stop hurting?

My heart and trust has been broken..i dont even know how many times, and i want to know when will it stop? I have been beatin to the bottom and i dont think that i can get back up. Where do i go from here? I now a a baby on the way with no support from the father and no job. I just want to be happy, i want to find someone who will finally love me for who i am, and what im worth. I know that when my baby comes she will bring me soo much joy but i dont know if i can wait that long. I need someone to fill my hole now! day by day it grows deeper and deeper...and my life is sinking in. I look around and i ask myself how the hell did i end up here? where am i going? what is the point of life now, now that ive lost soo much. i try to stay strong in my faith but when nothing changes its hard to hold on. i pray every night and ask for help and the strenght to get me through this right time, but nothing happens. My heart hurts so much and im tired of fighting. I just want to know if my life is going to change for the better for once. I want some assurence.

Posted by danielle_88 on 2007-12-03 14:22:13 | Rating: | Views: 135


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Posted by
Mandie142
on 2007-12-03 14:32:51
 
I'm sorry. How terrible. This is the time that you get together with your girlfriends, enjoy some flicks, some drinks (virgin for you - ha!) & just forget about the one who hurt you. I know that it's difficult right now but with the company of your family & friends (& soon your baby), all will be okay. Things will happen for you just stay positive! :)
 
 

Posted by
SweetFace85
on 2007-12-03 14:36:08
 
Mandie you're great---her advice is so true. I've been there feeling low like you have no one in the world.But things happen for a reason and you have a blessing on the way...in time it'll get better i'm sure of it. best wishes!!
 
 

Posted by
shel41
on 2007-12-03 14:45:25
 
No one said life is fair or easy. It will all work out. Please just remember the quality of your life depends on no one but yourself. Your child will be looking to you for everything, and you have to be there for her/him. You have time to collect yourself in prep to take care of that baby. You can only depend on you, and your baby depends only on you. Be good to yourself.
 
 

Posted by
danielle_88
on 2007-12-03 15:17:21
 
thank you everyone for your comments..your supporting words keep me strong thank you soo much
 
 

Posted by
CountryRoads
on 2007-12-03 16:00:36
 
Things will get better and your baby will be beautiful and a joy to you. Shel is right, life isn't easier and it is about to get harder for you with a baby coming soon. Be good to yourself, love yourself and love will find you. :)
 
 

Posted by
Ana_stacia
on 2007-12-04 17:23:03
 
I am so sorry about all that's happened to you. I am going through my own heartbreak right now, and am not sure what to do with it, when it will end, or what's going to happen.
I have two children, ages 6 and 7 - boys. THEY are the light of my life. All I know is that by busying myself in taking care of them puts my heartbreak to the back of my mind.
Just hang in there.
 
 

Posted by
ValerieJeanne
on 2008-04-25 21:57:15
 
All that I have to offer you is the fact that I was wearing your shoes 23 years ago ... and that my life was, I won't kid you, a little rough, but my baby girl made it ALL worth it ! Sher turned 23 on March 26th this year ... and I have never been so blessed as to be a part of her life ! Truly, you will find your strength in motherhood ! ENJOY her !
 
 


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