*Sighs*

hmmm.... i got 3 more days then im outa school for good..... i got this guy i like and he likes me but we r taking things slow.... which is nice but at the same time it sucks too....(if anyone knows what im talkin bout)...
im happy yet im scared to graduate.... i dont wanna leave the people at me school behind..... but i wanna move out n to da real world for once... and get a REAL job and do things on my own..... not have to rely on my brother and mom for stuff like i am now.... its scary to think about stuff like this... although its always been on my mind for a long time now.

as soon as i can get a job justin wants NANI to take over babysittin jayjane .... today i got to go to mom and ask for money for gas cuz im on E and gas prices r fuckin reduclous!!!!!!! i hate our econmey its fallin and fallin fast..... i wanna do something but whats one voice? and at that i wouldnt know what to do in the first place to start off.. any input? pls dont hessiate