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I honestly can't do this anymore!! I can't be made to feel like I'm 5 years old anymore and I NEED my own place or a new fucking roomate because this is ridiculous!! I feel like I'm walking on egg shells all the fucking time and I feel EXACTLY the way I did when I lived at home! Had I known it was going to be this way, I never would have moved to London! I moved to London to get away from all that bullshit! I guess it's back to walking on egg shells again for awhile. I am just going to go to work, come home (if you can call it that), eat dinner, and go to bed for the night cause I can't do this anymore. I can't feel like this all the time. I must be a horrible person to live with. I dunno. No one has ever liked living with me...My mom, my dad, my stepdad, my best friend. I am so sick and tired of trying to please people all the fucking time. I can't live up to what people want me to be all the time and it makes me feel like complete shit. Rick, Deb and I have had some good times but fuck, it's been less than 6 months and I can tell they want me out alredy. I guess it's time to start looking for a roomate and soon because the thing is, everyone was right when they said I wasn't going to be able to afford a place on my own and I hate saying it but it's true. So theres to everyone who knew I couldn't make it on my own...happy?
I am sitting here talking to Eric and thats the only thing thats making me feel slightly better about everything. He still has that ability to put a stupid smile on my face.
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Ok so it's cutting the end of entries off and I have no idea why...theres a whole other paragraph there and it's not showing :-S Sorry guys
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Posted by cutewhenyouscream
on 2007-12-14 08:17:58
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ok, honey--hallelujah! i was wondering if anyone else had roommate problems like me! maybe our roommates should live together so we can be in peace!!! i'm sorry--i completely understand what you're going through! good luck!
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Posted by ninjanann
on 2007-12-14 13:54:36
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