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So Tired This Morning :-P

I am soooooo tired this morning! I went to bed last night at 7pm, woke up at 10, stayed up till 3, went back to sleep, woke up at 6 and got ready for work and I was SOOOOOOOO tired. I was thinking, I'm not even going to be able to make it to work but I did :-D By the way, I could see that it was taking a toll on Deb and she seemed to be getting upset about having to drive me to work and for the days that I have to work at 8, she has to get up unusually early and drive me to work especially because more recently, she has been working at like 10am and she has to drive me to work at 7:30 so it's not really fair, tho nice of her and she didn't have to do it but I won't put the pressure on her anymore. Khaki and I have the same schedule except that mine fluctuates till 9 so if he does pick me up, sometimes I will have to hang around for an hour and when he does start at 8, he's ALWAYS late. He's ALWAYS here 5 min after 8 and thats kinda anoying but trust me, I'm not complaining. I like my schedule and supposidly there is "talk" of having a shift bid when the new Stream Line people are finished Stream Line though I doubt it but there is a lot of them so they will have a Stream Line shift bid for sure but when we had one last time it was only a month or so ago but the other on was close to a year ago so yeah, I dunno, we'll see what happens. When I talked to Chad, he had heard nothing about it but when I talked to Mark, he said it was definitly possible. I guess I would have to trust Mark a lot more than anyone else here because he is our SDM or whatever. I'm not concerned though. I absolutely LOVE my shift though. I'll admit, sometimes 8am is WAY too early but I like being off at 4:30....most times....except for last nights case because I went home and I was so whiped, I wanted to just go to bed...hense why I was in bed by 7pm last night. Thats not normal though. Well ok, lately it is but whatever. I love how I have the ability to ramble on about NOTHING at all haha ANYWAYS...

When I got home last night, I got into another fight with Rick about SALT! I came home and he was supposed to get salt for the driveway but when I got home, the driveway was still a fucking ice rink so I asked him nicely "you didn't get salt, did you?" and he was like "yeah I did! I put 4 cup fulls out there!" and I was like.."Ok well there is nothing on the driveway near the passengers side of Debs car" and hes like "I'm not going to salt near there because it is not our part of the driveway!" and he got all snarly about it and I was like WTF?! It IS their side of the driveway. It's almost right in between but any passenger getting in Debs car is going to slip and slide all the way down to the end of the fucking driveway. All it needed was maybe 2 cups and on top of that, thats the way I walk to get down the driveway but of course, that doesn't matter so I am going to go out tonight with a fucking shovel and chip away at it cause I think we have established the neighbors are not going do fuck all about it. It just pisses me off cause I don't think of the line deviding property, I think thats fucking selfish, especially in the X-Mas season. Throw a little fucking salt on the driveway where it MAY not be your property so someone doesn't fall and break a hip for crying out loud! He kept going on and on and on about it so I was like "OK I GET IT" in a mean tone cause I wasn't going to fight it because he ALWAYS has to be right so I always end up giving up or he gets so mad that he leaves so there is no use fighting it anymore. THEN later on in the night, he was just looking to be a prick and bitch about me being in the lazyboy chair and the bottom part not going in all the way when I close it when Deb has clearly ADMITTED that since they bought the thing, it has NEVER gone in ALL the way. And were talking like the SMALLEST space between the chair and the relaxing thingy that comes out. So I took my plate to the kitchen, came back and sat on the floor for about 30 min and then decided to go downstairs. I wasn't mad by the time I went downstairs but I wasn't happy. I just wanted to be away from them and I want to move out but I can't afford it! After Christmas though, that is all I am going to is SAVE SAVE SAVE! I won't have to pay for a cab HALF as often now so I am safe with that. I won't be spending $140/2 weeks on fucking cabs. So that will be good on my paycheque. Sooo I guess I can't make any excuses on not saving any money. Except for the caf here but I am making a commitment to bring in a lunch everyday! It's cheaper and I will save A HELL of a lot more money. But I don't feel like writing anymore.

I want to go home already.... :-(
2 More full days and then my weekend!!